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Attachment is important.

2011-02-17T14:34:00.004+08:00

Recently, my grandma collapsed and was sent to the hospital.

Her case was classified as "serious" and even if she were to wake up, she would be half-paralyzed. This is irreversible.

I received a sms from my dad regarding it that morning (I was in sch). But somehow... I didn't feel the sense of fear(that she may leave us) one should feel... It was like just... A stranger whom was of no concern to me. :/

That day, along with my sisters, I went to the hospital to visit her. I think it was last friday...?

She was lying unconscious on the hospital bed, with tubes poking through her skin. Upon seeing her, 1 of my cousin's eyes had tears rimming @ her eyes (though she did not let it flow, I could see that she wanted to cry)... The difference was that my sister and I didn't feel that sad to the extent our tears would automatically form.

I thought that I was getting heartless because I did not feel that much... But maybe it's also because I don't have any sense of attachment to my grandma...? & I didn't have much good thoughts about her while she's well...? :/ I would prefer to believe it's the latter...

2011-02-11T17:23:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I really envy other families.
Seeing how close-knitted their ties are and the way they can talk and behave around each other without any invisible boundaries is something I wish I can have, too.

Well, at least I know my relationship with my sisters have improved.
Idk what caused me to be able to open up to them even more... I had always been a true cancerian who keep their truest feelings & darkest secrets beneath their shell. But hiding behind the hard & seemingly strong shell is an emotional and soft spirit. So... Since young, I was quite an introvert, in the sense that I'd still talk to you and stuff, but I wouldn't tell you my personal things. & Because of this bad-and-good characteristic of me, I did not have much friends... maybe because they find it hard to relate to me, or boring. ~.~

SO... Even when I'm in a super stressed condition, noone knows... I did not want to tell people about personal stuff, fearing that I may get backstabbed/gossiped about & I did not want an opportunity for that to happen. Through these years, I have concluded that I really have a pokerface that is hard to tear down. :/

However, recently, like since last year, I think I changed a little. Maybe it's because I did not want to continue such a life. Having no close friends that would care for me and such, I feel so pathetic. I don't want to just be all alone, fretting over what I should do alone, all such. I found no meaning in life, just working, studying and sleeping without a social life. I would often think (in the past ) that there's no need for me to living.
Don't get me wrong here. I'm not wallowing in self-pity right now.

But now, I'm working hard on improving my relationships with my friends and sisters. With a more social life, I realize I became less pessimistic & life ain't that fkedup as I thought it to be as a result.

Chinese New Year

2011-02-05T12:25:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone! :D
I hope everyone received lots of angbows!
I hope I will receive even more! :p hehe.

Just before the CNYs, I was busy doing my last minute shopping for clothesss!
It had been quite fruitful... But my money depleted very fast during that 2 shopping days. hahaha.

Anyway... for the 1st day of cny, relatives came to our house. "even though it's our house, we feel so awkward to go out (to the living room)," as quoted from charlene. LOL. Had a... "formal" gathering with no gambling...,not much noise..., in my house... After that, I took a nap bcos srsly, bth. LOL. Woke up, ate fried rice & soon after, left for my waipo's house. LOL. Ate again, and rest there. We had an unexpected visitor - Miss Cat, that day. Shall post up the pict 1 day . :p

After that, Eileen n me went to Yujie's house... Qi fen gao gao wor~ I only start to feel the chinesenewyear festives when I reached his house LOLS. Smoke in the house...lively&noisy....and crowd... Lol. We tried our luck in Banluck. Weehee, lady's luck smiling upon us. We won some money. Hahaha, even though I placed small bets always, (50c/round), I managed to win about $25 ^^. (Should have placed more) LMAO. Yuyang sent us home @ about 2am and we retired to bed, shagged.

Next day, Eileen was being a nuaster, and I went to YJ's house myself. Hhahaha. This time... not so lucky alr ): . Initially, I kept losing money. Tsk. Like about $8. But I persevered & continued. By the time, deduct + add, add + deduct dao lai, I managed to gain by $5. Yu Yang was damn damn lucky ytd. LOL ):! He kept winning money as the banker... by the time we ended, he won a grand total of $88 exactly! Wadthehell. Is like.. lucky number only... Oh yea, the funny thing was also, Yujie & serena was like winning so much money initially, once i shuffled his cards, LOL... 2 people got Ace x2. So he had to pay them thrice as much. & that rnd, he lost almost everyone? & ALL HIS WINNINGS LOST DIAO. LOL. I think i brought him unluckiness. :x I only wanted to win for myself. mei xiang dao, the 2ace go to other people ): HAHAHA.

Anyway, today, the 3rd day..., I'm here working now... & Later I will be meeting the fandomfriends for kboxxxxxxx. ehehehhee ^^

Picture koped from sista's bloggie ^^
CNY'S picture!

Ciao! ^^

2011-01-26T20:24:00.002+08:00

I need to give it up.
~Time.

But somehow I have wishful thoughts. When I know it aint possible.
~.~
Bye.. )):

Let's Embark On a Trip ^^

2011-01-22T13:12:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone ^^
Had been wanting to blog since saturday but I didn't hav the time.
Anyway, happy got his 'birthday' celebrated for the first time since living with us on friday night. He's 3 yrs old this yr, for ur info. Charlene got him a cake and some tarts @ the pet shop...

BANANA CAKE! His all-time favourite fruit :p

Take a look @ his stupid face sniffing the cake from far. Kawai!

Happy : "Awww... I wan the cake T_T"
I love the look on his face. like cute only~ ^^

We tried eating his tart also.. Anyway humans can eat dog food mah~. It smelt soooo nice, but it was... rather plain. Wonder why he love it so much. Lol......~

The next day, I embarked on a trip to Little India... Walked along serangoon road, taking pictures for my photo assignment. ~_~ Phew... At least my work's more or less done, I feel less stressed.. I tink I can pass my GEMs afterall ^^ . I'm starting t like my teacher, but that's a waste. Classes are ending alr. Wahahaha.

Visited places like Tekka Centre, went to their wet market... went to temples tooo.... I was afraid of taking pictures esp @ the temple bcox i tot it wasn't allowed. Hahahha. So, the first time I went in, I took very few pictures & they were all sucky... The 2nd time I went in, I realize I could just snap away there afterall ^^|| . So.. I took some really interesting pictures. hahaha.

After that trip, homed & ate lunch, prepared n went for oht's bday chalet. Happy 15th bday, huiting! ^^~~

BBQ-ed , played, & manymany funny things happened. I love situations where I get to laugh alot. :DD! But I didn't rly get to sleep ~_~ ... Slept for about 2+ hours only bcos i couldn't sleep ~_~! AFter tat, went to eat macs w winnie n went to escape theme park (It's sunday alr) . My virgin experience of playing Go carts was quite enjoyable ^^ . Back to chalet, bathed & decided to stay another night.

Rnd 2 of BBQ... It didn't feel like a chalet bcox @ our area, we were the only once bbq-ing & it was rather quiet. Then, Erica started to scare me -_______-||... Went up to the room aft they had ate their fill & slacked. Took the cab home with JH & JJ @ 4+ am. Wshed up & slept @ 5, thinking I would wake up for sch in 2 hours... -_-

Well.. Apparently, I didn't hear my alarm & overslept till 9+am. lol.... So, skipped school & cont sleeping. Story of my life.

Sad life.

2011-01-21T21:04:00.004+08:00

Today... I had a bad day... )):
Rightnow, I'm stressed over the last assignment of photography. )):!

Today started out with marketing n IDEAS lessons... Powerpoint presentations seems to be never-ending in poly life... :S . Dismissed & headed to CSM to have my spects made... I'm really sucha indecisive person T_T . Narrowed my selection to 2 spects, 1 red & 1 purple... In the end, I faced such a dilemnia T_T Dk which to choose.. Made up my mind to take pictures of them and & ask people for their opinion... But just as I stepped out of the shop, I spotted mummy & I pulled her in. LOL, ok. Intheend, i chose the red one. & I'm currently wearing it now. Isn't it fast? ^^ good service.. Made @ 1+pm, 5+ can collect alr. wahahaha. I like! ^^

Then, I met priscilla for our mission... T_T that is to... ask those blind buskers for permission to take pictures of them.. ): . Asked 2 buskers & both rejected me. So sad. My assignment cant be done bcos of their rejection.... Well.. n something suay happened @ AMK )): . While Pris & me were thinking how to approach the lady busker, a guy approached us.... this was how the conv went...

Man:　你们可以帮我一个忙吗。。。？
Ｕｓ:？　
Ｍａｎ　:我失去了我的钱包。。。　今天找了一整天。。。　问了人家，也是找不到。。。(Ｓｈｏｗ'ｓ　ｈｉｓ　ｅｍｐｔｙ　ｐｏｃｋｅｔ...)　所以现在我没有钱回家。。。

So.. He hinted us to give him money... All the while, eileen's incident kept flashing in my mind. I suspected he's a fake... But I was also afraid he was really in need of help... -_- So, I purposely ask him if he's taking the train... (If he was taking cab, I wouldn't lend him. Bcos if 1 desperately need help, even if ask him to take train, he also willing what...) He said he's taking the train.. So fine... I felt that if I agreed to help him, who was in need, god would help me by causing the blind busker to agree to help me... So, hoping for this to happen as well, I gave him $5...

He talked a lot of crap... lies... asking if I need him to return me th money.. if need, giv him my hp number so he can meet me up 1 day n return it to me... well I said it was ok ... Then he proceeded to say in chi ' wa... din know singapore still got such kind people... blahblah... if see u all again, I will treat u all to kopi.... blahblahblah .. rly thankyou so much!''
then he left, going up the elscalator to the mrt...

Nbm, pris n me still cont talking about how to approach the busker... Sudd, I tot of an idea. To return me a favour, I wan th guy to help me talk to th busker n ask her for help... (since i can't express myself well in chinese...) ... I wanted to see if he was really a scammer too or not... Cos if he's authentic, he would be buying a standard card for mrt what... So... we went up the elscalator... Was tryna spot him... N found him standing next to the atm machine... He's expression upon seeing me was a little flustered n scared... That's when I tot 'Ah.. really got scammed alr...' Confirmed.. Srsly, I hoped that he was really in need... I didn't wan to tink all people who ask for money on streets are scammers... but lol. srsly... now... I feel like.. some singaporeans no hope alr...

As I was abt to approach him, 1 aunty talked to us... Say tat he was a scammer and all... lol. I gave him a fking hard stare and he only dare to look back @ me w the scared face... cb.. lol.. and I decided to drop the matter. asked the aunty help me w asking the busker instead... lol. n can u believe it... he was still begging that lady @ the machine to give him money... spineless bastard...
Dn wanna harp on this so much, so this is the last time i m gonna say this... To remember mistakes.... blog it.... and tell the whole world..

and to that fucking white cap, navy shirt + blue jeans spineless bastard, I hope ur penis rots... No father's day for u.. well I'd think a scammer like him has no wife nor children... who would want him... lol. No balls...

welll..... after that, I tot of another idea which is to take sushi thingy... but also cannot... tio rejected. T_T . Life's hard.. I participated in a 'sure-win' lucky draw too.. N i think I got the worst gift... which was just a small eco-frenly bag.. Lol -_- . see, get wad I meant with havin no luck @ all...?

lemme sum up my 20 days of 2011...
- Contact lens got infected, eye's turned red for days.. for 2 weeks... this has nvr happened before throughout my 3 yrs of wearing contacts....
- Got rejected by people, thus cant do assignment as planned.
- Took part in a 'sure-win' lucky draw & got the lannest prize ever.
- Got scammed by a fucking bastard... (this is th 2nd time i got scammed... 1st time in korea.. bought a dancing paper puppet that cannot even dance. LOL stupid)

lol. I cant tink if there's anymore other events... But well... -_- this is really.. bad enough for start of the yr... I hope it ceases soon... Like a pot of gold @ the end of a rainbow, I hope to have a easier life from tml onwards ):

좋은 날~~~

2011-01-18T19:39:00.007+08:00

WAKE UP!~
This picture is to wake those whose souls are somewhere else~ hehehe :p
Gross right T_T . My eye had been red since ... like last week ! I think 1 side got problem!!! I was letting my eye rest for 2 days by wearing spects to work on sat & sunday... When It got whiter, I wore lens again (of cos also bcos i got sch , & I srsly CANT go out with that state of ugliness...)... Today.... my left eye got abit red again... AND... my right eye... REDDER! T-T. This time, it's not only @ 1 side of the eye, so simple ok... My whole right eyeball also red... Ewww.... I bought normal lens and m wearing them now... Friday, I'm gonna make spectacles that I will go out in, & get the optometrist to check my eye. I hope there's nothing serious~

Anyway.... today went to gym in the morning... Exercised awhile only cos I damn lazy.. then, headed to school as usual... Macroeconomics is keeling me. Help T_T !! N the same goes for marketing... well of cuz due to the rajes' way of teaching... I feel suey this semester... I got a teacher who dk how to teach marketing well (keep talk cock & stray off subject...), and another teacher (teaching us illustrator), that Don't even know how to do some things in the tutorial itself!! Tell me... how cn i learn like this...? Im doomed...

But destiny! I will fight u ok. Ma de. Pick on me huhuhuh? Pick on my class huhuhuh? I know this is bad yr for roosters. But I will not lose u ok! Watch out. I will prove u wrg! ^T$%W^W#%~ HAHAHAH.

It's 9.30 now, I m supp to close shop alr. but let me blog finish :ppp
Today is a good day! 좋은 날~~
Not only that..., hahaha... also, I managed to make sales today. ^^ so happy. When I'm happy, I really give the customer full service! With a smile & super-helpfulness! LOL :x . Belinda damndamn good to me I swear T_T . *Touched... She's gnna give us commission for selling some things T_T. It's not even like her obligation to do that lor.... T_T Jinjja gan dong!! Thankyou~~ T_T I will do well for the shop..............

Anyw, this is stupidstupid happy ^^ . Ytd, he was in his own slumber & I took fotos of him. So cute!!!

see.. one of his paws is pink one!! KAWAIIIIIII T-T

*Half-asleep look. *Gong!

And lastly,,, this picture taken @ SP. LOL... LOOK @ THE MALE SIGN! Some notti kids did that eh...? HAHAHA. so funny~~~

Kkkkkk goodbye!!!!

2011-01-17T17:58:00.003+08:00

From now on, I will try to type short korean blog posts whenever I have the time... To improve my korean ^^ hehehe.

안녕하세요!
오늘은... 월요일 이에요~ ㅋㅋㅋ ^^
아까 8시에 학교은 다녔어요! ^^v~ 그리고... 집에 가요...
지금, 제가 아르파이팅해요~~...
그런대... 생님이 진짜 없어요! ㅜㅜ...
그래서..., 제가 공부할 거 예요~
여러분... 화이팅!
ㅋㅋㅋ

좋은 하루 보내서요! ^^
안녕~~!!!
^ ^ v

HELLO!

2011-01-17T17:39:00.002+08:00

I decided to reopen my blogggggggggggggg.
Because I should have a good habit of blogging~~ need to remember my life pages~~
&... well. serena begged me to open it... so yah.. beggar, I will fulfill ur wish.
How nice of angel yulin ^^~~
HAHAHAHA JK~~~ ^^

Went to caught 'Ghosts must be crazy' ytd with Serena, Yujie & Eileen @ Cathay!
Apparently, my dad got free tickets & gave them to nana! ^^
The show's rly funny~~! But I got scared a little at times T_T . Well , I just can't help it. Even if it's supposed to be a comedy, anything with ghosts... (Except Casper, the frenly ghost), I will still be a little fearful. Ghosts are my #1 fear! Srsly #1!! T_T_T!!

After that, ate @ Indulge. Woo not bad, their food! Hahaha. I have been tryna control my fetish for beef nowadays. Srsly, Im getting far too unhealthy these days T_T! Can U believe how healthy I was in the past...? Considering I had a veryvery healthy mother, you can't doubt it when I said I didn't really touch fastfood such as MacDonalds in the past... Thus, on the rare occasions that I dined out @ mac's, I'd always ask my friend to help me order the food bcos Im scared & unfamiliar of the way to go about placing an order TT! Up to this age, (I'm turning 18 this yr), I hav never tried burger king before... Mos Burger, I tried once last yr... LOL. Omg ok, i btr stop. I really sound like a sua ku....

Yup, anyw, headed t school today as usual... Was talking to pris about the movie.. & I kept committing this mistake. Mark LEE was the one who made the film... But I kept saying "Mark CHAN"! LOL T-T. I made this mistake ytd too! This made everyone laugh at me... stupid... I got a friend call Mark chan ok!! HAHAHA. Then aft that, I was talking about Jack Neo's films... In the end, I say 'Jacky Chan'. Nabei what's with Chan! Keep flowing out of my mouth LOL. Pris didn't realize it and still 'Hm ya' LOL. That got us laughing. -_-

Kae. I'm gonna be a happy person nw......
I don wanna be like the old me who keep... thinking negatively and... intheend, I emo... LOLS.
I'm gonna laugh everyday.

It's good! Postive energy + I can lose my tummy fats ok!
Hehehe. K. Time to study(?)
So.. BYEBYE!!! ^^

I will fight destiny!

2011-01-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

Hi! It's 12:21am now...
It's Friday today!

TIME TIME TIME TO SHINE
TIME TIME PARTY TIME
TIME TIME TIME TO WORK
TIME TIME LIFELESS TIME!

Hahaha. They said that the yr of rooster is gonna be unlucky this year eh...
It's only the start of 2011 and I'm alr... feeling unlucky T.T!!
Had Autocadd lesson just now in the afternoon and bcos I didn't have my mouse, I couldn't 'zoom' out... Hence, I started tryna restore the scrolling function using touchpad!!
Not only I rebooted my lappy several times, in the end, also couldn't activate! :((

And then, I realize,, i think due to my fiddling...., my autocadd cant open alr..
So I think I needa ask the technician to help me... I'm so lazy to go down to the spice centre! TT Nooo... I hope he'd come to class...

Sought help from yujie n he helped me to fix my scrolling one. So i'm Happy now! ^^
I skipped korean lesson today... Was feeling so lazy... LOL. And my eyes hv been red for like 3 days alr. -_- How man.... I don't wan to turn blind..... T_T But I don wanna wear spectacles go out!! Aigoo... Anyw, ended up eating dinner with pris, claire n teriza @ korean bbq @ citysqmall here. AS a typical singaporean,, I wanted to make my money worth out of the 25.90 buffet... LOL... Ended up, we ordered 2 barbeques (pork, chicken, beef, mushrooms mix...), 2 soups (1 herbal chicken & 1 kimchi soup) and 1 noodles.. LOL. On top of these, we had our own rice too...

Wellwell... Bcos of both my gluttony & 'worth-for-money' attitude........ I ended up experiencing the extreme bloatedness with 'food against my stomach wall' LOL. Srsly feel so xinku n wanna vomit alr. We spent 3 hours in the restaurant eating n laughing @ some stuff. HAHAHA. One of the things that was damn funny is:
Claire/Pris: Y your cup so small one (Or sth like that)
Ter: Cos cute people got cute cup ma!
Pris & I look @ ea other "..." *silence... Sudd the waitress cutting up our BBQ meat started laughing LOL. At first she over there armchio but i nvr see. Funnymax, ter paiseh. & We laugh till stomach pain. See the girl's expressions... LOLLLL

Ya... came home and slept...

Ultimate piggy today... Ate like a pig , slept like a pig...
I will atone for my gluttony sins tomorrow @ the gym tml.. Amittorhphor...

2011-01-11T21:16:00.002+08:00

I was never really into making new yr's resolutions.
But suddenly, this yr, I feel so inspired to create some goals & achieve them by the end of this yr!
Hehe.

I'm gonna throw away old habits... Bad old habits...
I'll change for the better. I promise ^^.

Anyway, I think I will resume blogging, once again!! :D
It's so.. damn important to record your everyday life... It's like your life's story!
Everyday is a new page. Every year is a new chapter. Each passing phase is a part of the story...
My memory's getting worse these few days... Mayb because I'm too tired...
What happened 2-3 days ago, seriously... I rack my brains but I just cant recall...
So! To prevent a forgotten memories, I'm gonna pen every single thing down here!!! :D

Today... I went to gym... I'm seriously resolved to have a toned body!! By the end of 2011!!!
Hehehe. Aft that, headed school for a lesson of econs & marketing.
As usual... I didn't listen to rajes talking.. LOL. As for econs,,, I couldn't follow thru and start surfing twitter....

Tomorrow's another day & I really feel like skipping GEMs... There's supposed to be no gems tml!! but my teacher is rly... dumb. -_- ||

Sigh~ Anyw, I m about to knock off from work again. Update again! Bye ^^

2010-11-02T21:40:00.001+08:00

2010-10-27T17:26:00.002+08:00

Was looking for a picture I had of happy n my mom wearin the same clothes and sleeping on the floor in this blog, but I cant find it. I know I posted it up in here.... But why cant I seem to find it no matter how much I backtrack to each and every month? =_= .

I even went to the extent of checking unpublished drafts... But I cant find it. LOL.
Instead, I was rather amused by one unpublished post.
I saved people's opinion of me and blahblah.
Really brings back memories )':

2010-10-25T23:50:00.002+08:00

Life's rly boring nowadays.
All I ever do is work and study. The only breaks I get is when I have no work schedule, or when I take off for idols. Time's passing so quickly, I didn't rmb that kpop night was incoming and hence, I forgot to take off. Dk if it was a good or bad thing. Rushed down to Conrad hotel after work on Fri and Sat. Only got to see Infinite , DNA, SHINee & ZE:A.

I didn't get to see FT @ all...
I tink I'm just very down in my luck in these kind of fatefate stuff ya'know.
Fine, it could just be coincidence that I cant get to see FT, but missing out on Dongjoon & Karam too? LOL. They are my 2 fav in the respective grp... But.. I just... don't see them even though they walk pass me. All I see are the other members. Totally wtf! HAHAHA.

Ah, heng I'm not so into them, and not so crazy as last time. If not.. I srsly damn sad.
Worked today & instead, Belinda n me were like... chatting about korean shows... LOL.
It's quite nice to have a boss like that. Can talk so much. Hehehhe. :D

YOSEOB CUTENESS

2010-10-17T21:44:00.003+08:00

credit : DomeWey@soompi

Angry bird!

Tomorrow marks the 1st day of sem2. Sighhhh. Just the thought of chionging studies & work... makes me feel so shag.....~ But yea, I brought it upon myself. HAHA. Just hope that I can quickly adapt to being a salesgirl. Yup, this is my first time being in the sales line. ^-^, even though now I'm still a lil not used to talking to strangers and persuading them to buy things, I'm rather happy to learn new stuff... that normal teens do not know about. Hehehe. I'm gonna be more knowledgeable in baby/maternity stuff than my sisters, friends... LOLOL.

I never knew about burping cloths... About milk savers... Hehehe, now I knw about them. I just... needa brush up on my persuading skills & read more into them ^-^ .

God, please gime the strength to do all that I'm doing successfully.
Alrighties, I shall off da comp, wash up and have my goodnight's rest for today!
Baiz!

2010-10-15T19:34:00.002+08:00

Ok! I've decided to go for Mnet concert.
Gonna get my ass up & work like a true workerholic.
I wonder how Im gonna survive my packed schedule ~_~ !
Work & study... God, please give me da strength.

2010-10-15T01:13:00.002+08:00

Tho Im tired, cant help but to wanna post up peektures!

Dongwoon ah, u really seem very interested in the patch of grass.
WHY?! LOL! So Cute.

Yoseob looks so tiko!
Fans tease him abt IU only, he give this pervertic smile. HAHAHA. But like cute only! :3

Gong KK look.

^o^

Enough of cuteness.
I love Junhyung's frowning look.
Like, got attitude. I like! LOL!

Okie. Goodnight everyone! :d

2010-10-14T23:34:00.002+08:00

Last group for Mnet concert is.....................

BEASTTTTTTTTTTT!

Ah, didn't tink it would be them. LOL!
Now I'm in a dilemnia. If I wna go mnet concert, then hw to chase them? T-T
But I rly wanna watch their performanceeee ~
And I really still wanna chase them.
Ah, must start thinking of a goodgood plan!
Sighhhhh .

2010-10-13T11:36:00.002+08:00

Dongwoon ah~ WHAT YOU DOING. HAHAHAHA, SO CUTEE.

So funnnnyyyy. HHAHAHA, Junhyung *singing, yoseob and the tiger behind having fun. LOLOL!

Kikwang, you're so witty.
See his triumph look @ the end.
This child......... HAHAHA

Nude colours ^-^

2010-10-13T02:59:00.004+08:00

Aww man, cutey crybaby seob <3 .
You all deserved that first place~~

See the resemblence?
Char pointed out that if Pi were to be a human being, he would definately be seob. HAHAHA.
2 Cute lil souls. Awwwww~

More seob cuteness ^-^~~

Kikwang's mouth must be tired.

&I cant help but to keep staring at junhyung.
Ohman, so goodlookinggggggggggg.

Met Penebitch @ white tang today for lunch >Sengkang to get her famous amos cookies and do my manicure > Bishan to get her + my KOI. LOL.
Homed - One piece all e way.

It's 3am . I should sleep.
Tml's class chalet & GEMs-snatching day.
Hopefully I can get into photography ^-^ ~
Bless me.

Adios~

C: 동네외계인, desty_chan @ LJ

2010-10-10T19:59:00.002+08:00

Cute dorks!
Look @ HS & KK jumping.
Kikwang's just too shorttttt~ Even if he jumps, he almost get blocked by DJ LOLOL!
But what's more cute is Ju-on yoseob doing the indian dance behind Dongwoon. Like fucking cute only? LOLOLOL.
Then Junhyung chou re nao, hit his head. Awww.
Beast <3

2010-10-10T12:34:00.001+08:00

I LOVE BEAST ♥

Dream!

2010-10-10T12:10:00.005+08:00

Lucky me~ Have been dreaming of these boys recently. :p
Today, I was @ their fansign. HAHA, I only rmb my top 2 boys conversation with me. To start off, the fansign was a lil weird, as in the way the boys were seated. I rmb at the left sat someone first, but I can't rmb who (Maybe YS), then on a sling, lay junhyung -_-, on th table, HS-DJ-KK respectively. Then lastly, on the floor(?) Dongwoon. LOL~~

I rmb walking to Junhyung and passing him my album. But wth, this guy was so... dao and rude in my dream LOL. He just took it and signed, w/o even looking @ me. And he was like, lying on the sling and signing @ the same time. Aft that, he looked and passed back my album to me. (He was a left-hander in my dream ) and he shook his left hand, (Like tired people will do).

I: JH ah, you tired huh!
JH : Uh.. Yea... (Shook his hand)
I : (Looking @ the queue that's gonna end) Nbmnbm, it's ending soon!
JH : :) Yea...

LOL, cold man, this guyyy! But shuai! :p

Then, i proceeded to the table. Ok, I dun rmb wad I said to HS and DJ HAHAHA. Then go to KK, I tink in my dream, I got chase him b4 or wad, he recognize me alil. LOL.

I: *Shows my name. (Indicating for him to write my name on the album)
KK : Ye~ *Writes my name, signs, and write a korean sentence, which I haven carefully read in my dream T-T LOL
I : Kikwang ah, create twitter leh! You're the only one without twitter!
KK : Smiles. Ye ye~
I : Hahaha! I know you are lagging behind in technology (In reality, about his handphone thing. I read it just ytd -_- LOL) *Blabbers
-Cant rmb alr-

Then, aft seeing kikwang, I was so happy, i wanted to go off the stage alr. -_- I almost forgot about DW HAHAHA. Then i hurry go to DW, I said some tings to him, but I cant rmb -_- Sighhhh lousy brain.

Yeapp, there are also other things in the dream, like I tot I didn't get YS's signature (I tot he didn't come), but sudd see him, I tell him sign my album. LOL, then the manager was like telling him not to, but he sae "Sorry, one more only, one more only T-T" HAHAHA, Then flip to my album, yuen lai he sign already T.T

There was also a strong lady in the dream, can kill people one.... Scary...
And I also dreamt that KK's like princess Fiona, not that he turns into an ogle in the night. HAHHA but, he turns fat and ugly in the night. LOLOL. I stilll rmb tinking in my dream, how does this fat and ugly person transform into someone so cute in the morning? -_-

Then, my handphone just had to wake me up. Sigh -_-

HAHAHA . The other time, i dreamt of fanmeeting with games and chasing (Then KK do 'ily' to me LOLOL ) . Now, Fansign. Seems like a full event. (Y) !!!

Happy day indeed.

2010-10-10T01:38:00.002+08:00

Nice error they've gotten here. LOL
Credits to Sofi & her friend

&I swear se7en's rly cute.
I love his 'I'm going crazy.'
Park Han Byul & him are certainly... a goodlooking cpl.
Naise~

Off to sleep. Goodnight.

2010-10-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

Credits to Blackrose
Kikwang looks like he really needed the toilet.

Awaiting tml, when the official '뉴스' will be released.
I have quite a strong feeling that it will be Beast cominggg. If not why doest b2stsg get so... involved in it ? :o . But I may be wrong.
Well, either way, I'll just leave it up to God. :D

&I swear, some people can just get so annoying @ times.
I felt so accused, upon receiving that sms. Well then... I'll see what I can do.
Hope to switch xxx with a xxxxxx xxx... soon. Sigh.
Annyeong~

2010-10-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

F.T Island's new teaser, so today.... Seems like a nice song, though I like almost all of their songs :p. Heheheh.

I have decided to save money to embark on an asiatour with Beast~ LOL. 2NE1 won them by 1 vote today, but I believe Beast will win them soom, tml! HAHHAHA.

2010-09-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

I guess it's time to resume blogging.
May not be long before I stop blogging again.

Life's pretty mundane these few days. )): .
I feel like I'm wasting my time away. All I ever do is work, chiong studies and waste time rotting away, thinking of insignificant stuff. I spend my savings and earnings on chasing kpop idols...
And I'm pretty much getting sick of doing these.
I know that there won't be much to do if I stop my hobby. But I guess I've been doing these too much in excess eh? I shall reduce doing these extensively.

I have taken the first step... :/
Not gonna attend this yrs kpop night... Had been contemplating for a few days and finally arrived at the decision not to. I told HT that I will also not be chasing FTI around now. I shall just wait at the hotel for them ): . I may regret this... But I feel rather sad n wasted bcos when I chase them, Mh also don even know me )): . I'm too soft, and I cant be extremely hiong to make them notice me. It's just not me to scream in their faces to attract their attention (Other than during fanmeetings/concerts, maybe). Sigh...

I'm gonna save these money and pamper myself more. I needa redye my hair~ I'm thinking of darkdark brown or wine red ;) . Will be having LAW exam this coming Tuesday. Hopefully I can remember whatever I have set to memorize and be able to apply them.

Hopefully all my modules will pass with rather good results. TT

Anyway, I just went to korea about 2 wks ago. Shall post some pictures in FB when I have the time to ;D!

2010-07-11T20:23:00.002+08:00

Just finished chionging my 'Personal taste'!
Nice showww ^o^!

Anyways, we tried our luck @ Orchard hotel on Friday... TT , In d end, 2am didn't stay there, but @ Raffles Hotel instead. Wasted 5bucks on Friday just like that, without seeing them. LOL
Then, on Sat, met up w Delp & Pris to do some work first~ Then, headed to IMM. Starhub guy gave me free tix :p . Then see 2am @ carpark... Err.... No fanservice~ ... Then the showcase only sing 4 songs -.-! Funny siol, Shirley they all move the bench to stand. LOL. Aft that, chased them awhile...... This black van v shiok. So spacious ^^v

They go SG flyer all tt... Nothing muchzx.... No fanservice one. LOL. Sian alr. Aft tt go home @ 11+ . Today no go see them. Lazy & tired :o !

Anyw, I nida go do my Law qns. Forgot about that -_-!

- I wanna go korea. I wan money. I wan to fly here n there TT.

Exhausted

2010-07-02T12:48:00.002+08:00

After so many years of being in the pink of the health, I'm finally getting sick again.
Woke up with my eyes feeling pain and the dirty things sticking on it. D: Must be because I'm using expired lens. But what to do? My new pair haven't arrived. My chest is feeling tight. I don't like the feeling when I cough. My chest feels like something is pressing the left and the right side together, hence, I have a narrow windpipe to cough out TT . I am suffering from backaches too. At least the headache has gone away :/ !

Contemplated about going to school.. I don't wanna waste my ponning days. But I don'twanna risk my eyes going blind. So I took a rest at home.

It's no wonder I got sick. For what you know, I had my weeks going by in a tiresome manner. 3/2 wks ago, I was busy fangirling U-kiss and Beast. Attending fansigns, fanmeetings... Went to their hotels... Chased them whereever they went... Even queueing overnight twice (In a wk) to "reserve" good places to see them. Well, good enough, these efforts did nt go to waste. I got to stand in da first row for Ukiss' fanmeeting and got a rather good view for Beast's showcase :)) . I'm just rather disappointed that UM did not really do a good job for organizing Beast's things ): .

I'm even more regretful that I sold off my Beast fansign, thinking that they would not sign finish TT. I'm just purely dumb. Both Ukiss and Beast events were definitely memorable for me. I love their fanservices :D .

After the events, I saw myself helping out @ the Suntec water week event. From... Monday to Thurs? Tiring days. Woke up early in da morning... Worked myself till evening. Standing for almost all the hours there. Once reaching home, I just fall dead in my bed... x.x! Then the routine starts again. One good thing is that there's alotalot of food there. Once each networking session ends, I go up and stuff myself with the delicacies. YUM! All day long, I'm damnnnn full. Hahaha! I gained... 1kg from that. ): .

Anyw, I wanna thank God for letting pass my POM and Law. Hahaha. Even topping and seconding the class ;o . I am really surprised bcos I srsly.. Did not study well for them... Esp POM. >_> . Hopefully... My Materials and Lights will pass too ): !!! I don't wana fail any modulessss.

Shag

2010-06-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

Week 1 of holidays are shag.
But I foresee that week 2's will be even more tiring.
D: .
Today, went SP pass my grad cert photocopy. ._. " Damn mafan.
Afthat, I went solo hunting for shoes and got my brows shaped!
I really hate travelling. Fp travel to Dover. 30min.
Dover travel to AMK 50 min.
AMK travel back home. 30min.
Super hate travelling. I wish I can have more time in a day.
Wan to slp more.
Kbaix

Sianzx!

2010-06-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hello guys! I'm finally updating. Was reading blogs and I got the motivation to keep my this dead blog's flame going again. But... Maybe not for long.
Hahaha. Anyw, time's passing very quickly (to me). Everyday has been a wake up - school - come home sleep day. Now's like wk 9 already! Just had t term test and........ Well... I must say that I'm very bold enough not to prepare well for it. x.x! My materials is a ... sure goner :x. Hopefully I don't fail it luh huh?

Anyways, right after my last paper, I went Bugis myself to have my hair dyed. Guess wad colour I dyed it to? :d . This time, I tried sth different. Now, my hair's in a shade of dark purple + reddish highlights :)

Before:

After:

After my hair session, I met up w Tuna sister, Belz and Babyluvy for nandos! Tuna treated me :d Thanks. But... I guess that place is seriously... Overrated... Long queue outside man... -.- But Tuna and me didn't even enjoy our food. Srsly... Not nice lah! Hahahah, and change for payment came damn slow. Like... 10 min? -.-

Homed.........

For the past 2 days... I had been shopping like crazy... Hunting for clothes... To expand my wardrobe D: . I'm almoooooooooost done w my shopping, just that... I can't find shoes that I like. And... I desperately need shoes... Tomo, I shall go shoe-hunting then... Hopefully (*prays) I can find my shoes...

*Thanks Winnie & Xiangning for accompanying me to shopping :d

I also wanna thank Zoee, Yingquan & Natalie for helping me get U-kiss vvip tickets :D .
I owe you all one! Hahaha.
Ukiss' coming on Sunday! Tml, I'm not free. Sat, working...
Howhow? I haven't done anything for them. Should I not do anything and just attend the event? :/ But like very wasted. I wanna pass them things leh. LOL. But I'm supersuper lazy to do letters or wadever....
If only the event is postponed until the next holiday good alr. I don't know why, but I am not very high now. :/ I should b happy and excited now, but ya.... :/
I still haven do my holiday homework too.. -.- Dk when I can squeeze out the time to do it.

Anyw... Anyone have tuition (For pri schoolers) job lobang for me? I wnna try... I am really in need of money. I spent a bomb... Imagine buying Ukiss' and beast's event tickets, having hairdye+highlight+treatment @ Jeanyip, shopping for 2 days.... I reckon I have already spent $8xx. & I'm still gonna spend more soon.

Soso, If you have any tuition job lobangs, please tell me. I wanna try!!! Please help me replenish my pocket fast fast. Lol.

Anyw, I shall conclude my busy schedule up ahead.
Tml - Go sp pass thing - Shopping
Sat- Work
Sun - Ukiss
Mon - Ukiss
Tue - Ukiss & Beast?
Wed - Beast
Thur - Beast
Fri - Beast?
Sat & Sun - School -.-
Monday - Birthday like not birthday like that. No time to celebrate la. Sch reopen -.-

What a shagshag life.

2010-06-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

Taken from Jt's blog :D
(Regarding how guys should act. *Nods head)

一。和她发短信时，回复一定要快，让她觉得你放下手上的事情立刻回复她，字数一定要比她的多，这样她会觉得你很在乎她。

二。每天睡觉之前一定要给她一条道“晚安”的短信，不管你有多晚，因为她可能一直在等你，只是她嘴上说不管。即便是她已经昏昏睡去，第二天一醒来也会立刻去查收信息。

三。看到她的未接电话要立刻打过去，任何时候不要让她找不到你，因为这样她会一直很不安心。

四。你问她想不想你时，如果她说不想，你不要生气，因为她的不想就是想。

五。千万要记得女生都是害羞的，不要什么都让她主动。也不要在她表现心疼、吃醋、关心你的时候不停地问，只要偷偷地笑心里甜就够了，也许她不想让你知道她无时无刻不在想对你好。

六。经常去她的空间逛逛，即使什么也不留下，但是她看到你来过的痕迹也会很开心，也许有些心情就是为你而写。顺便看看她的心情日志什么的，还有她好友的留言，多知道点她的小秘密挺好，准备惊喜也容易点。

七。牵了手就不要轻易说分手，吵架的时候也不要说。如果她赌气跑开，只要一个用力的拥抱就能让她安静，就能让她感觉到你的爱。希望你能懂她离开时想要被挽留，如果说出口那只是乞求来的温柔。

八。开始一段新的恋情的前提是放下前面的所有恋情，你可以把她们给你的信物和美好记忆保留着，但是请把这些用一个匣子藏在她永远不会发现的地方，因为那些她不知道的事对于她是致命的伤害。记住女生都是敏感的动物。

九。如果一时冲动分了手，请给彼此冷却的时间，想清楚她就是你想要的人就勇敢地告诉她，不管用什么手段，死皮赖脸也好让她回到你身边就好。如果真的爱她就不要放开她，不要让她伤心，不要让她流泪，你明明知道她有多傻，她会傻傻等你的，你知道女生的青春有多么宝贵么！如果你还心疼她绝不要在分手不到一个月就移情别恋，这样等于在她伤口上撒盐。请你交换角色想一想，如果你女朋友和你分手第二天就在别的男人怀里开心地笑，你的心会有多痛？

如果你有一个傻丫头，请你好好珍惜她好好爱她好吗？也许你不知道你的一句关心，你的一个微笑，你的一个吻，一个拥抱，一个摸头发的动作都是她的幸福，其实她要的只是这么简单。她不奢求太多的惊喜，太多的浪漫，有你就是她所有的幸福。不要轻易放开她，因为她是傻丫头，她会在别人面前装的很强，对每个人微笑，然后半夜一个人躲在楼梯拐角处偷偷哭啼，她会不停地听着和你有关的歌，默默关注着你，默默的生病，默默的流泪，她会开始变的沉默，变得开始唱悲伤的歌，弹悲伤的曲子。

如果你真的有一个傻丫头请记得你说的话好吗？请你让她幸福，给她幸福，要自信的对她说：“我会让你变成全世界最幸福的人，我要让所有的人都羡慕你有一个好老公。”

2010-05-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

Time has been passing quickly in poly life.
X_X, the days just seem to fly pass. Monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday, mazeltov~~
Omo, and I have hardly enough time to complete the seemingly never-ending assignments on hand. Sigh.
Now I can't wait for tomorrow to end! =D . Because it will mean that I'm finally free from that goddamn proposal which I'm working on right NOW. TT!!
Srsly, what's the problem with teacher, or should I blame the course?

-_- . Give so much work. Whole class damn pissed off w her bcos she always give homework on Fridays, then we nida complete it over the weekends and complete it by Monday. Wtf, like we don't have other things to do likethat eh.

Actually, to be exact, she ALWAYS give homework on one lesson, then expect us to complete it by the next lesson. Never fail one eh. Pisser -'- .

Then now uh, her proposal like shit leh. Want us to do within 1200 words or what. Wliew eh, my professional proposal alr got 2xxx words. Haven do finish leh. How she wan me cram all my info within 1200 words if she want her so-called quality work? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh @#$@#%$@$ .

She btr dun fking deduct marks just bcos i exceed the number of words. If not my face will forever black infront of her. Pui. Tml I will be free of this mafan proposal le <3

ANDAND, tml, she btr NOT give us another assignment to do ah. I really will #$@#%%$#@ her upside down. We still got other module's work la, and nid to study for tests la!!!

Okay la, I better go finish up my proposal now. Cya ppl, update another time :)

Headache ah

2010-04-20T18:57:00.002+08:00

Hello peopleeeeeeeeee.
I'm currently having a headache )': .
I wanna bathe , then sleep. BUT I very lazy to bathe now TT !
Still must remove make up. V mafan! Fan si leeeeeeeeeeee.
I'm starting to get sick of poly -_- .
2nd day only and I start to feel the work piling....
Projects... Stuff. I don't like leh. Shit man. 3Years to endure. Sigh.
1st lecture today ;; Nothing really went in my mind. I was dying of hunger.
After that, grabbed a bite. KFC <3 .
Then went home aft that w Pris :D
Happy that there's at least a friend that I can spazz to. Wahahhahaha :D
Okay. Im playing w msn's dynamic dp now. V fun leh! HAHAHHA.
Okok. I guess I should slp soon. Damn tired. -.-

I love minhwan ok.

HOT WEATHER.

2010-04-16T16:31:00.003+08:00

Hello~
Just a quick post bfore I head off for work! :D
Woke up early early ytd fr flag day.
Well, Not so early HAHAHA. Supp to wake @ 6am but I only woke up @ 6.48 likethat D:
So no choice. I nvr put make up, go meet Priscilla w my shagshag de face x.x
Head off to Yishun, met Ruting & Rebecca. Aft that, we split & pris+me headed off to Chong pang. Flagdayflagday, then I wan go cut hair.
Returned money to Mr Koh first. He v cute. Hahahaha always tell stories one ^-^. I also signed up for korean lang classes. T_T . Because I had a conflict w my korean tutor and I decided not to learn from her. Dontlike her! D:

Rushed off to Redhill & cut my hair.
T.T Sadsadsadsad tonight~ I spent $1xx there. Cutting fees + shampoo + tonic + serum.
Nevermind! Nu ren live to spend on vanity right! Hhaahhahaha :p
Aft that slacked @ workplace awhile, then ate dinner w hubby !
Fat die me. I put alotalot of cheese in my bake rice. ):
Then, I go home, sleepsleepsleep. Until today. I v sad. I wish I can just slim down miraculously. I superrr hate exercising. AH FATS GO AWAY ):!!!

Okay luh. Me go work :)
Bai everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ZHUAN QIAN! $$$$$$$$ !!!!

2010-04-14T01:25:00.002+08:00

Annyeong bitches! ^-^
1st day of orientation today. As usual, I was late :/!
Kept wanting to fall aslp today in the auditorium lurh!
Aft that, had lunch break but me no eat ! ^^
Then went MLT or what, listen to some tings then had teabreak.
Was damn hungry. So I kept taking those sinful things ):
Aft that, went classroom.
Hopefully I can get used and warm up to everyone asap lurh huhs ?
Today sweat like pig. I think I can really jian fei just going to school -__- , Unless I cant control my diet lurh. Hahahha becos the classroom is like damndamn far away from the MRT lurh. x.x'
Aft that, even though I felt damn slpy, I went to find my hubby @ work today. Waheheahahas! Pei my hubby till night time. Show her FTI video clips and had funnnnn :D

Aft that, she pei me go mustafa find shoe. But I nvr buy in the end X.X
Homed and had a thorough bath. Felt so so so clean and refreshed after that!
Hahahahha. Okay, enough talk. I nida get ample rest and wake up early tml.
-_- Hopefully there wun be any lame games.......... I dun like lei. But nvm, can jian fei. Tsk. Goodnight everyone!

Me love FTI alot alot okie.

2010-04-13T00:26:00.001+08:00

2010-04-05T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hah~ Today worked 12-2 . 2 hours only! :p
Aft that, came home, get ready & went out.
Met Xiangning@ J8, then we went to eat @ pizzahut :DD
Afterthat, we went to the roof garden to see Mr Ruan !
Wait damn long, (7.15pm start), In the end they 9+ then arrive -.- Wtf.
Hahahahaha. Butthen Mr Ruan v good mood today like that.
Zi high, act cute. Veri cutezx! :D
Aft that, he got look @ us and act cute also! Hahahaha But Xiangning nvr see :X

I love cute guys :p.
We cabbed down to vivo to try see him but in the end suaysuay missed him by a few moments.
Then we homed !

Ah, even though I very tired now, I shall finish my drama & start watching another one!
Must settle my laptop stuff asap too!
Bai everyone :D

Here's one of the pictures. Couldn't take nice ones becos we were v far away.
HAHAHAH.

Anyway, I think everyone siao liao. HAHAHA.
All their facebook profile pict is happy's face.
My sisters and yujie became happy already.
Dog!!! :p

2010-03-25T02:48:00.001+08:00

A World Without Hate?
Hmmm....

Hateful Life

2010-03-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

I decided to blog more because I want to let the future me laugh at my old self. I wanna have fun/sadness, remembering all my past things ^^. Anyways, today I took picture with Xiaogui! ^_^ .
Here's what happened : Because Boss told us beforehand that he was gonna come for some promotional stuff ^^, so I applied makeup to work today! :p . Worked till 5+, boss sae xiaogui reached liao. So we prepared some drinks for xiaogui + staff. Then while I was sealing my cup, I looked ahead and thinked to myself " Shit, Is that outstanding guy xiaogui?" LOLOL. I stare @ him, He stare @ me with no expressions. Then I nervous diao. LOLOL! Then I stand around and finally my boss tell me go out take picture! :D

Lesley helped me video record && I asked Xiaogui for a picture. Stupid woman dun let me take polariod picture :( ! But at least, I took one grp picture with him ^_^ . Thenthen, the video v cutezx, when Lesley passed me the cam, she was still recording & facing him. Then he was looking into the cam! :x Hahhaha, Thenthen aft that, he nida rush off already -_- . Before he went, he automatically bid us 'goodbye' first! He even know how to respect people more than some customers lor! -_- .

Now I really donno wanna quit this work anot? ): . I want to earn money more quickly... I wanna paint my nails too ): . But this work cannot lei. But this work is good due to it's location. Very convenient for me! ): . Then somemore my school is gonna open soon. Then this work the worktimes quite flexible... :/ Hmm... & I scared I cannot find other work after I quit this. :/ Aigoo, very stressed. I wanna go korea, wanna asiatour w ft. Wanna do this, wanna do that.... :/

Aigoo. :/. Anyway, why I am always so ... unfitting?
Like... From quite good friend... Till almost strangers...
If it was in the past, I would be surely part of it......
Now..? I wasn't even asked. Lol, I don't know, but I just feel so... Disappointed.
I shouldn't ask for much. Because it's mostly my fault right? For having a character that's so boring, noone wud ever care.
Only if reallyreally needed, then I would be asked right?
.....
Friendships made, friendships broken.
I don't want to be like that but... Truthfully, I am reallyreally sad.
I hate being me. I hate my life.

How I wish I can restart my life.

PS, Thanks Serena + Yujie for 8gb memory card :)

2010-03-11T00:59:00.002+08:00

안녕!
Veryvery lazy to update my blog, & anyway I dun think anyone would be reading this damn dead blog already.
Suddenly, I feel very stressed. I hate travelling. I hate waking up early in the morning. I hate waiting. I hate the feeling of having no importance to anyone, no money, helplessness.
Damn it lurh, I went to have my medical checkup today & in the end, they only asked questions all that. Those things I can even fill in myself -_-. Then, they dun have x-ray system. Wtf, so tomorrow I nida get up early in da morning to travel all the way to hougang polyclinic to get it done. Hopefully there wun be a crowd, but -_-" sure have one.

Damn, I don't know why I get pissed off easily these days. My da yi ma must be coming soon. I feel so irritated. Why does everything turn out this way?

I hate hate hate everything. %#^#%#^^@%#$@^@#%$@.
Shall update another time. Agggggggggggg.

FUNNY

2010-02-14T19:13:00.001+08:00

This picture...
When I took it, & turned the cam around to view it,
My first reaction was "EH? Merlion?"
Wliew, never see clearly, really will think it's Singapore's Merlion behind me lei.
HAHAHAHA

2010-02-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

Hello, long time no post.
I'm damn lazy to post okay! & I doubt anyone reads my blog liao.
Anyways, I had an eventful period of time.
Firstly, FTI's Fansign + Fanmeet in singapore.
Aft that, I flew to BKK to see their concert & stayed the same hotel as them!
=D . It was totally worth it even though I didn't really get to see MH much & he still doesn't know me... But I am really satisfied with what happened with some regrets.
I wanna go their Manila showcase but I think I ain't. T_T Moneymoney!!!
I wish I'm rich.
I wanna fly all over the place. ): . I wanna go korea.
I wanna see FTI. ): ): ): .
2PM, Mblaq~
Damnit.
I dun care. I'm fking gonna save money to fly to korea.
-'-.

Anyone has errands for me to run? Come'on~ ):

2010-01-21T12:39:00.002+08:00

Oh piangzx. If only I worked earlier.
If only...... ): ! My bank's fking drained! I need money.
I really dunknow how to tell my mom that I've booked air tickets to thailand...
That Imma leaving for Thai from 3rd-8th Feb...
Then next, I nida confess to her that my bank's reallyreally drained, I nida her return me money to 'fill' it back up.
I nida money to return Jiahui $4xx(Air tickets + Package)
I nida money to have fun. T_T
FT island's coming in 7days. I nid money to chase them.
Shinee's coming soon tooo. I nida money to go fansign, & mayb chase......
): . PEOPLE WHO OWE ME MONEY PLS RETURN ME ASAP PLS TYVM !

Ah! Can money just fking drop from the skyyyyyyyy?
Anyways, nothing interesting has been happening to me lately.
Everyday's been a 'Hi' , 'Do you wanto add anything?' , 'Sugar lvl?' , 'Here's ur change&receipt; pls proceed to the left to wait for ur drink!' .
-Makemakemake- . Giving out drinks, blahblah!
Then close for the day, go home eat some snacks & watch recorded shows......
Oyasumi, until the next day, 11am wake up.
Then computer.... Stuffs, && getting rdy to work.

Well, I'm not unhappy doing my work...
Just that sometimes I really really wished my pay wld increase...
My working hours would increase...
I find this work less stress than waitressing...
& I'm rather contented working here...

So ya, bear with my money-chanting posts tqvm!!! =D

Okay, I should do some stuff first.
Gonna help my mom dye hair ltr! xD
Then hopefully, I have enough time to revise my korean stuff! T_T

BAIBAI! :D

2010-01-18T14:12:00.000+08:00

10 MORE DAYS.
COME ON~
I'm anticipating.
Minhwann arrr~

Shagness

2010-01-16T14:40:00.002+08:00

I should be practising my tuition homework.
I should be memorizing what my work requires me to do.
I should go to the mall to collect my spectacles!
But all these lerthargy's absorbing all my energy.
): . I don't know what's wrong with me. Even when I return home, tired, I can't sleep well.
I'll lie on the bed & think of things with my tired mind but my body just refuses to sleep even though moments had gone by. Not until 1-2 hours later.
But soon, I will wake up from my sleep, feeling that my position is not comfortable. Then, the cycle repeats as I try to fall back to sleep.
What irritates me is people coming in the room, asking me things when I just managed to sleep back, thus waking me up again -_-

Another thing that really irritate me is... -.- Whenever the door is opened, & my ahma's walking by, she will surely look in!!! -_- Omgzx. I'm like still in the sleeping mode & everything's in a mess. -_- Why must she look in? I feel my privacy is being invaded.

GAH. Someone just beat this lerthargy out of me!!!
Im feeling so so so tired........
I wan money. I wan money. I wan money!
I wanna change my handphone! SIM card! Everything!
): ): ): ! My phone&SIM card's spoileddddddddddddddddddd............................
AH. I'm going crazy.
Bye.

Ytd I was watching MVs to slp.

I suddenly miss Park Jaebeom. :'(

Irritance lah!

2010-01-14T14:05:00.002+08:00

Stupidstupidstupid.

How come my underwears...
All wash le, nvr come back to me one???
Ytd, hunt high & low for my bra, (WHICH I HAD NOT SEEN FOR 2 WKS OR MORE), STILL CANNOT FIND. Tmd.
Now I realize alotalot of my undergarment's GONE! *Poof. Vanished in thin air?!?!?
Angry la. I'm so gonna ask my maid to diggydiggy it out! D:< GRRR.

Then ytd, I scolded my mom for touching my stuff.
She... Cant keep her hands to herself wtf.
Just now, I was watching tv. She came out and asked me if she could open my foldable chair, which I bought ytd.
She was trying to stifle her laughter.
I looked closer, && saw that she alr ripped the plastic halfway thru.
WTF -.- . Scold her ytd only, then today, TOUCH MY THINGS AGAIN WTF.

-'- -'- -'-
Angry, pekchek.
I wanna scold ppl liao -'-

2010-01-12T18:50:00.002+08:00

Yeahhhh, I just starting working...!
Working@ the mall next to my house.
No nid to travel *Happy. :D:D

Today was my first day @ work.
I'm quite happy there. Rather fun, interesting!
Although the pay's not so much, it's MUCH better than NOTHING.
=D .

Okay, will also be having my FIRST korean lang class with JH&teacher ltr.
The... ... ... pangseh. Wtf lorh. Forget it then.

Ya. Kay, v happy. I just have something on my mind.
How do I tell my mom about the imminent overseas trip? D:

2010-01-06T19:27:00.002+08:00

2010, A New Year.

Hopefully everything goes on smoothly for me!
Simple yet complex resolution that I wish I can achieve?
To be able to do the things that I wanna do happily.

Anyway, I was surfing stomp.com &&, I really can't comprehend why some people are likethat.
I believe most of you have already heard about a china lady going missing && her mom's desprately tryna find her now. I know many empathizes with her and hopes that she reunites with her daughter soon. But what really disturbed me are those inhumane people (Or should I call them snakes? o.o? ) -- Those inhuman people who have NOTHING better to do but to make redundant comments.

One of the comments which i really got irritated with :
"hello? woman? go find a china man n mate... stop wasting time finding... S$1 or 5RMB higher? Cheap cheap la"

So what if she's not a Singaporean but from China? -_-
She's still a human being living on the same Earth.
It's just that we're merely from different countries & have different fore-fathers. All you only know how to do is say things to hurt another being & not even attempting to help. Yes, you don't have to help. Afterall, you're not trained to do that. However, one thing you can REALLY do to help is : stop making comments that are not needed @ all.

Seriously, if you're just gonna ridicule her / accuse her without evidence, then just keep your goddamned mouths closed! Because she's always in the news && you're not? So you're jealous of her 'popularity'? Quit being sucha selfish person. The news shows more about her so more people would be aware. Dumb!

EVEN IF it is like what some of you said, she may be doing this for money & sympathy, I think this is not up to you all to decide :) . Afterall, you have no evidence.

Kthxbai.

2009-12-30T16:56:00.001+08:00

SELLING FTI FANMEET+FANSIGN TICKETS (x2)

INTERESTED PARTIES PLEASE TAG :)

THANKYOU.

2009-12-30T14:33:00.002+08:00

HI! I'm back with another update of the thailand trip! :D
I shall just let the pictures do the talking okay! I'm fking lazy to type le. :x

Animal show!

Tigers in the cage.

I was laughing at how this tiger was sitting la! :x

My poor finger nail. It was hurting lurh!!!

Feeding time!

Crocodile show -_-

Pig race!

What's these?! Decorations?!
Nope, they are scorpians.
Yeah. Luminous ones.

Scorpians on her tee!

Camelllllll.

That's me flying!

Actually, I was joking. I didn't play this ):

We arrived @ Coral island!!! :D
OMO OMO! I LOVE THE SEA HERE. FKING BLUEEEEE. WEE!
ONE OF MY WISHES FINALLY FULFILLED! =D

Going for the water ride~~~

SET OFF!

The pair zilians using my camera la!
TSK

SARANGHAEYO BLUE SEA!
SEE YOU ANOTHER TIME! MUAA!

2009-12-30T14:17:00.002+08:00

AGE DISCRIMINATION.

Previously, it was sex & race.
What's next?
): .
What's the difference between an 18 yr old & 16 yr old girl when it comes to waitressing?
-_- Seriously. Nothing.

BKK.

2009-12-29T13:59:00.002+08:00

Hey bitches and bastards =D
I'm back from Thailand! &&&& , there's alot of pictures to upload.
For this post, I shall just post the pictures when we were still in S'pore & a lil of the 2nd day. :D
(Because I hate uploading! Photobucket's slow. ): But not as bad as blogger! :) )

Lugguages. I borrowed pop's one. SEE the obiang "AEL" sticked there? HAHAHA. One thing good abt it is that it is easily recognised lurh! :3

Waiting for a taxi in city sq mall

Camwhore!

In the taxi taxi taxi~

I was tryna take a pict with the gum, but it turned out too bright too be seen ):

So... I off-ed the flash! :D

Waiting for our aeroplane~

We reached our hotel safely :D

Before checking in, must camwhore first! xD

Sarangheyo santa.

Serena "Where?"
YJ "There there!"
HAHAHA.

In the hotel room.

That night, we ate cup noodles ):!!! Ch~ Then, we orhorh! :D hehehe.

This was my breakfast. Well, (Part of my breakfast) to be precise...
Aft this, i continued eating... -'- Like how a hungry ghost ate. Then rushed to find our tour guide, who was late. Tsk. Anyway, after these days of buffet breakfast, lunch&dinner(some), I'm certain that I've gained weight la! TSK.

Our first stop! Erm dono where. Didn't really enjoy it tho~

Fishes. :D

Kla, I v lazy to elaborate.
Update later or another time, other pictures :D .
Stay tune okay!
Kthxbye.

2009-12-20T16:25:00.002+08:00

These few days had been busy.
): . I spent monehh again&again. T_T
Went out with Nic&Fion 2-3 days ago & I spent 2xx altgt on newlook+Forever21+Diva T_T !
I don't wanna be sucha spendthrift but.. I just can't help it when I see pretty clothes.
): ): ! My bank's really depleted...

Ytd, woke up early to prepare.
Went IMM.... Cut the story short, I bought FTI's fanmeeting tix. ):
$150 byebye liao. Thanks Evelyn! :)
Aft that, nth to do. So went to see JH work.
Doggies :D:D:D !
Ate alot & tabao-ed some food back for happy. hehehe

Tiredddddddd!

2009-12-14T17:04:00.002+08:00

Annyeonghaseyo ever-ri-bodehh!
These few days had been rather fun... and tiring...
Hahaha! &&.. I had been spending money... ): !
Anyways, went to the airport w Char & Weili on the 10th to welcome FTI.
Was rather wasted that day bcos I was busy trying to take a pict of them. Butthen IDK why I clickclickclick, nvr take pict. So, finally being pissed off with it, I gave up & looked up. ): . Then I only saw their backview by then. Ahyo. Other stars arrive too.... T-max, Mario, Lee Ji Soo...
Aft that, ate @ mac's & cabbed home.

The next day, met up w Evelyn, went to MM hotel & met up w JH.
Blahblahblah, then went chasing for FTI. We were... rather lucky. I really liked that day.
We got to stop next to FTI's car (Hongki&Minhwan inside). My grp went gaga, shouting for hongki. LOL. Then he wind down the window :o. And the rest kept "Hongki... Hongki! Hongki!! " . Hongki waved... &He's damn... cute? HAHAHA. Really v goodlooking :D . Then he said "See you tomorrow!" . I was just concentrating , trying to get a good shot. -_- & the rest tried to communicate with him. Then, I saw MH behind... Like abit left out, so poor thing . LOL. I shouted "Minhwan!" &&& he looked @ me :B . I... Don't know why, but i was damn stupid. I just kept smiling back at him while he looked @ me. Then I took one shot and cont smiling @ him. WHY DIDN'T I JUST TALK TO HIM? LOLOL. Ah, nevermind. Next time. HAHAHA.

After that, stopped next to the other car (Jonghun, Seunghyun & Jaejin!) . But they didn't wind down the window ): . Seunghyun was... Doing some hand actions, saying about... Eating ? Hahahha! But I couldn't really see inside. Sigh. HAHAHA! Aft tat, went back to hotel & saw them go in. Sth happen... And ya! :/!

Went home aft that.

Next day, met up w JH, walked over the fort canning w her & went over to queue w Mabel & co. LOL. =D . Thanks&sorry ^^" ! Slacked there for a long long time... Things happened... -_- Bcos the path was blocked... The crew told the people there to gather in the frnt. But it wasn't being fat to those who were supp to be infront. There was a commotion & finally, we went back to queue. -_- . Only some fkers didn't go back. Cont to stay infront. Yeah. Nevermind. Aft tat, concert ! :D . There were the cultural performance... Drawing show, & the bboyers... (Ginger? O_O ) .

LOL. I was impressed by some of the dance, && of cos, the drawings! :o . Aft that, Mario, Lee Ji Soo, T-max, FTI & BEG performed. Other than the irritating people who blocked my view, it was boomz! Lol! Took many many pictures :p . Aft that chionged to van. But this time, it was wasted . Shan't elaborate on it. Sigh.

LOL. Aft that, we went to 7-11.. Aft paying for big gulp, I turned arnd to see one pretty girl. Then my mind was rather... Messy. I think think think, and look look look, and realize I was looking @ BEG member (Jea & Ga-In )! LOLOL. Waited outside but anyway, the manager didn't allow them to take any pic or sign. They went bac to th hotel... People went home, leaving Char, Weili, Sotong & me. We stayed till damn late. BEG came out, & took a cab to dono whr. We cont to wait, (I was hoping to see FTI) . Then we saw Ji Soo. He was talking to his korean staff people. & I signalled to him, asking him if we could take a pict & he agreed! :d

Omg, he's damn nice okay. My new idol LMAO. He put his arms around all of us.... Hehehehe. Ohyea, then i told him dun wear shades luh! But he said he was a lil drunk. So... Hahaaa. I wished he just took them off. Lol! But he was really frenly. <3 !

Aft tat, we went home only @ 4am. Tired worhs. LOL.
I wanted to wake @ 530 am to get ready for BEG's fansign. But stupid me didn't realize the alarm I set was only for MON-FRI. -_- bcos last time school ma! So I only woke up @ 7.45AM. Called G & asked her hw was the crowd there & decided nt to queue. I slowly slacked in bed, & got ready to go out. Met Emphioz, & he drove me to Orchard Central. Shopped for a jacket :D & we waited for BEG. They were late lor! (Again.) Hahhahaha.

They left before 3. & I shook hands with Narsha & Miryo. I feel Ga-In was rather dao. Aft that, sat emp's car again. Waited for BEG to come out of carpark. Wanted stalk them, but fail. HAHHAA. So he drove me back to MM hotel to mit up with co. ^^ . Thanks uh! :D
Then waited for quite long. Took pict with the drawers :d . They were frenly .AHAHA. Then , we waited for FTI to come out. T-max they all came out..... Then Bboyers also. Finally FTI came out. Rushed back to the van & chased them. They went to eat & we went to tabao, ate @ van. They finally came out... Almost shake hands with Jonghun -_- But I... -.- Nvm, dun wan sae le. LOL. Then went chase them again. They were travelling in circles lor. Merry-go-round. LOl -_- . Finally, they went to airport. Stood near to their mexicab's door. Bcos I could only see Jonghun, I just keep smiling @ him.

But he just kip... Look & look away. Look & look away. :( . Haa. Ya. I looked to my heart's content..... All that. We saw BEG drop off somewhere... No other fans there :x & they went toilet. Hahhaa, but we just went aft FTI. Aft FTI went off, we waited for Ji Soo. Ahya so irritated with some people luh. Dun wan sae. Then C, Jo & me walked towards the other end, hoping Ji soo wld drop off there. Sudd, one mexicab came. We look behind, one whole crowd rushing towards us. LOL. We started running too. & BEG came out. Lmao. Funny. All run after them. Aft that blahblah, saw Ji Soo. & He ran in the airport. Sth happen... While he went in, one fangirl wanted pass him a letter bt the guards there didn't allow and heard, he threatened dono who? -_- Ridiculous.

Then Ji Soo could only look from there. X_X! The fangirl cried & quarrelled w the guard who didn't want to allow the letter to be passed. But finally, one guy who went in helped to pass the letter & things settled down... We went to eat & chatted... & Homed :D

End of fun things. Hope the next one will be fun! ;) .
I shall upload picts another time. Now v lazy. Bai!

2009-12-10T11:16:00.002+08:00

Imma doing a last minute mask right now ):
Ltr most probably gonna see FTI? :D
Mmmm, my mask's strawberry yoghurt flavour.
Smell already, feel like eating sia. LOLOL, so tempting.

Actually wanted to wake up @ 8+am. But being a piggy me, I off-ed the alarm as soon as it went off & continued to slp T_T .
There goes my swimming plan. Tsk tsk, Yulin uh! ):
Aft my mask, I may b gg to city sq mall to purchase some things? ;o
Then get rdy to go see FTI =D =D .

A few more hours to seeing my beloved(s).
2 more days to seoul'd out :3
11 more days to Bangkok! :$

P.S. My bank's.... really dried up... T_T

2009-12-09T22:13:00.002+08:00

I can't waittttttt :D
I wanna see FTI! Ohyeah , ohyeah, ohyeah~
(Mense pls dun come... ): . My menstrual cycle has been weird lately. Supposed to come arnd prom that time, until now haven come. Please dun come so soon T_T . Aft 12 dec, end by 21st okayokay? )

My mini hamburgers :3 .

Well.. Not really... They were supposed to be cream puffs...
But Idk why it turned out flat ):
Nevermind. I shall master the perfection of making cream puffs! :)

Just some older pictures ^^

2009-12-04T17:44:00.002+08:00

Bought my cream puff ingredients!
^_^ Shall bake it tml aft meeting up with cx :D
Yay, I'm a happy girl today.

I shall upload peektures! :D
@.@ I din know it will turn out this large... LOL

I somewhat hate taking pictures with pretty people.
Demote the ordinary-looking me into just a useless vase there. LMAO.

2009-12-04T15:03:00.002+08:00

I'm v bored.
Me wanna bake stuff :p
But I don't wanna go out buy the ingredients.
Because I v v v lazy.
): .

Maybe I should go swimming ? ^^
I want to slim down! :o

Anyone wanna buy this for me? :D :D :D
I sudd feel like baking alot of things.
Cheesecakes, Cream puffs, Banana cakes, Swiss rolls, Egg tarts.
Weets, so fun ! :D

Buy this for me ): ): !!!! T_T

:D

2009-12-03T13:42:00.002+08:00

Calling out to all you lazy people out there! >:(

It's time to update your oh-so-full-of-dust blogs ! I'm seriously boooored to death. Always blog hop, very sianned diao bcos why? Because I always see the same posts greeting me back ): ): ):!

Anyway I decided, I wanna make alot of friends.

In my estate. LMAO! :x !

Friends friends!

I wan work work! ):

Dazey dazey day.

2009-12-02T14:14:00.003+08:00

Ni men hao ma?
I'm currently in the new house ^_^ .
I'm quite settled down. Only some stuff haven bring over.
For those who don'tknow, Yeapyeap, I moved house ^_^ . To Kitchener Road, near Farrer MRT =D .
Now Imma a condo-girl. LOL! && Soon, you all will see. I will slim down! :D :D
I wanna be skinny. I wanna have a toned body. I wanna have a happy life! ^^

Anyways, I'm like slacking everyday. No jobs for me to do.
Now my house is quite packed with people. Lemme tell u how many people there are.
1...2...3...4...5...? Nope! There's 9 altgt T_T . Including my ahgong, ahma & maid!
Tsktsktsk. But ahyo, I'm starting to feel okay with it. Just tat I feel damn sorry for my maid. LOL! She's sleeping in the kitchen-.- Bcos there's no more rooms available. Ahyo. If I'm her, I will damn shag la -.- !

Yeah. Hmm. Nothing interesting happening in my life right now. So I shall just RO RO RO my time away! :D :D.

Got a few days ago zilian pictures to upload ^^ .
=x.

Andand, lastly, this notti little boyboy!
Bathed him with E today && he growled -.-
Then we just anyhow bathe him. Tsk, badbad boy! He deserves a spanking doesn't he ? :p

Okay. End of post!

PS. TO ALL MY SISTERS & FRIENDS! PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BLOGS OKAY T.T . I always hop blog, noone update one T_T . Make my life so sian! ): ): . Update ok! :D :D

Prom Night! :D

2009-11-28T19:40:00.003+08:00

Hello! :D
I'm finally uploading the prom pictures!
Come and save here urselves if you want okeh!
I anyhow just upload. Almost all so that you all can save the pictures :)
Anyway, that day, went out w G to do some last minute stuff.
Then, she went to the hotel earlier.
Then me went to redhill to do up my hair :3

Okeh. I dun wanna type liao. Very lazi!
YAYA. Let the pictures do the talking! :D
BYEBYE!

2009-11-28T13:24:00.001+08:00

Fucking pissed off lurh! CCB.
ALSO NOT MY STUFF.
KEEP ORDERING US AROUND KNNCCB FOR WHAT
U DUN HAVE HANDS, DUN HAVE LEGS ISIT.
CANNOT BUY URSELF ?!?!?!
..............................
MAKE ME CONSTANTLY FROWN FROWN FROWN.
FUCK LAH.

2009-11-26T19:59:00.002+08:00

I sense a sore throat coming!
): ): ): !
Anyway, I haven't uploaded the prom pictures.
Because i'm far too laaaaaaaazy. ): !

Can anyone tell me how to treat insomnia?
Ytd I tried to slp @ 2 am. But @ 4+ am, I was still wide awake.
Didn't sleep a wink :/ .
So... 5+, I came down and used the comp, till 6am.
Then I went back to bed. Then finally slept ): !

But 9+ am, my sis jiu wake me up le.
After that, I cldn't slp anymore T_T !

I really nid help. I wanna have beautiful skinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn T_T

2009-11-26T10:13:00.001+08:00

Shag lurh Shag.
I have alot of fotos to upload.
I have to suggest to blogger.com to have bulk uploaders! ):
Or else this will take an eternity...
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Update ltr or another time, when I feel like to. :p Lmao~

2009-11-20T20:56:00.001+08:00

I need to frigging cure my face of pimples.
I shall now go & bathe , then put face mask liaozxzxz!!!!
Bye world.

I love Hershey's :D

2009-11-20T16:56:00.007+08:00

Hello!
Long time nvr update liao.
Anyway, it's been 1 wk since O's was over.
Attended Eileen's Chalet on the 14th, 15th & 16th, I think. Hahaha!
But I didn't bring my cam those days. So no peektures :/!
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OH . I updated about this part le hor! HAHAHA. Forgetful me :p .
Okie. Anyways, shopped with G one whole day... Um, on... Mon I think? Oh no, I seem to be having short term memory. HAHAHA! We went shopping for prom. But didn't manage to get anything. DIE lah! Prom's in 4 days time & yet I haven't even started getting ready siol. + the fact ben xiao jie is gonna move house on the 30th, && I haven't packed everything finish.

I haven't get my job yet too. ): Sad lurh! So busyyyyyy!

OK! Then, attended class chalet on the ... 18th, 19th & 20th! Urm, just gotta say that my class... Damn not bonded lurh. So many people din attend. -'- . So on the 1st day, only got... Meimei, Dora, G, VC & me stay overnight. Wtfff. & for me be afraid that there'd be no more beds left if I only stayed over the 2nd night... -_- . Infact, there were more than enuf! 4 bedrooms... Fucking big. Like the size of a terrace. -_- !

Anyw, during th night, we wanted walk to downtown east... In the end, walk wrg way. Then v tired + sweaty. So headed baq to the chalet >_>! Wliew, I was damn scared lurh. It was effing dark. && it was foggy too. -_- . Damn scared I see ghost siol. Oh, & there were fucking alot of frogs. -__________- ~

Dora & Meimei shared the biggest room. &VC, G + me slept in another rm.
The first night was really... scary. Bcos we kept being afraid that there were ghosts.. &... We heard many noise. Tsk. && We kept waking up... -_- AIYO.

The next morning, ............................ (k. lazy to type. anyway, it's redundant luh! Hah! Peektures peektures.)

Don't I look shag without my eyeliner? :(

Juanita & co came with th chickens... Nic, Isa, Ry, Ly too.

BBQ-ed...................---- Tv tv tv! Then Josmin & co came.

Shortly after, all left.

Isa stayed over. Bunked in with us. & this time, me+her couldn't fall asleep. -_-

VC & G were sound asleep. :/ . Until 2+ ? VC's fone rang & the both of them woke up. LOL!

Entertained ourselves with music until 3+ 4, then we tried to slp. Finally, I slept. :D

Woke up today & went home. Yahyah. I damn bored right naonaonaonao!~

Why can't people just pay up? -_- .

Haizxzxzx. Tsktsktsktsk. I don't like lurh.

AHYO. I GO COOK MUSHROOMS LIAO. ZAIJIAN :P

Face threading, Eyebrow plucking, Dye hair(?), Makeup, Prom dress + masquerade & shoes & bag, Cut hair, Grey contact lens $_$.

I need to get all these done by Monday. Damndamndamn!

Money all flyflyfly!!!! T.T

I touched a c.o.c.k.r.o.a.c.h

2009-11-15T15:12:00.004+08:00

Hi, I'm back.
Everyday is sian. I'm wasting my youth away.
My eyes are getting worse. Bcos of camping infront of the comp the whole day/Watching drama the whole day. Liew. Now I see words from a distance also got difficulty. Damn. Degrees raised liao :( .

Friday : Bathed the lil rascal in the morning, then went AMK Hub with E. Initially, wanted to go Orchard. But took wrg train. LOL! So, bcos of laziness, we just shopped @ Amk. Aft that, went to HLM, got myself slippers & a pair of shorts. Rushed home , packed my clothes & rushed to East Coast with her & her boyf. Spent the night snoozing in that f.cold chalet. I kept waking up in the middle of the night lurh! Then the chalet nvr even provide blanket. Then in the end, I use other clothes and towel to keep myself warm.

6+ AM, I was dreaming. Got one guy in my dream I like ): . Look like Nichkhun one lurh! Lmao. Then, sianned. I was awoken when Kg got ready for work. Hahaha! Then, I went back to slp. Aft that, I dreamt a nice dream again. I think it was continuous one. Some time ltr, Idk why the guy became a girl && she knew 2 korean stars. Lmao! Then we went korea >_> ! I mistook one of them for Jokwon when I saw his side view. Then I told my friend "Eh! Ask him to intro me to 2PM m m m m m m m~ " Lmao! Then hur. Got one table in the company. Got alot of letters one. All was sorted out, with post-it notes on top of it to indicate whose letters they were. Quite realistic. Ahya, but just as I was about to talk to the 2 korean stars, Eileen woke me up from the dream TT . SO.. ): Sianned diao.

Bathed... Slacked, ate @ Macs. Then went back to the chalet to prepare fr the bbq. People came... Then played board games, ate & celebrated E's bday in advance. People left, except for 2 of their friends & we played board games till 3+am . >_> Slept only @4+am. Woke up today , blah. Homed.

PS. DAMN IT LURH! Ytd I fanning the bbq hor! Then tmd! Got something fly on my head. Of cos idk what it was -.- . Then instinctively, I use my hand and take it away. I felt myself holding a leg. Felt like grasshopper like that -.- . Then I let go, *CHUA SAI LAH. Knn , saw one black fugly cockroach. -'- . Can fly one ley! Then it flew to Kg's mom's shirt & crawl all over -.- Wtf chao erxin derh! NB. So -'- ! I touched cockroach -.- . Then aft that -.- I use water wash my hair all that -.- . Erxin.

Still rmb I laugh at pok wan kin. Bcos got cockroach fly to his hair -.- . Now karma befall me. Same fate one luh. -_- . Next time I dun wan laugh at people liao. Scared liao pls.

Okay lah. I go pack clothes liao. Byebye.

2009-10-29T10:30:00.002+08:00

I am saddened.

The mistakes that I made in my Math paper 1 and paper 2 just keeps haunting my mind.
I realize I really made lots of careless, stupid, mistakes. For some, I even know how to do it. But I thought it wasn't that way. So I didn't attempt to try it. Nb. Nb. In the end, it's the correct way to solve the fucking question lurh. Now I'm full of regrets -_- . Why why why. Why am I so dumb?

I don't wanna think about them anymore but they just keep coming into my mind. -_- Before I sleep, I think about them. Aft I wake up, first thing I thought of, is also them. Argh. I think I'm going bonkers. -_- Is not kz okay. Really just keep thinking about my fucking stupid mistakes T_T . Sian I lost marks so stupidly. Those few marks can even push 1 grade up luh. Nbnb! Hais T_T.

Anyway, I'm no longer moving house -_- . Lame. B'cos my dad went to see fortune teller or what then they sae cannot move house -_- . Ltr got bad luck or what. Wth. I was still eager for the fact that I can finally slim down using the facilities there. But now...? Hais.

Everything's just not going right -'- . Fuck off , problems.

2009-10-26T19:49:00.001+08:00

1 paper down

Hope my English will pass! :/ :/!
Tomorrow's Mathematics Paper 1.
Am I ready? I guess not. But what to do?! ):
I must face reality. Go everyone!
Jiayou for O's! I can't wait for it to end!!!!!!!~

2009-10-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

It's English papers tomorrow!
Having both paper 1&2 in the afternoon. Goodluck to everyone! :D
Crap man. I wished God would bestow me with hardworkiness and determination.
Now, I'm effing slack luh. I haven't even memorized all the report/letter writing formats.
I didn't even practise anything for English.
GG. Hope tml would be a breeze. Or else I can really go jump building liao.

Let me tell you what I did okay! Ytd I play psp until 4+am -_-
Then slp, woke up at 8+ am. Did my prelims paper 2 for 2 + hours. Then watch videos.
Wanted to slp, butthen scared like wasting time. So went down, wanted to do math, butthen my damn itchy fingers go switch on the computer button.

So? My eyes, soul, brain were stuck to the computer's screen. It's like a whirlpool sucking me in deeper and deeper, till I could not free myself from it's clutches . HAHAHA! Omg. I suddenly have the inspiration to do descriptive writing tml. HAHAHA. Please God, let the compre, compo, situational writing, everything, tml be easy in my eyes. Please give me a clear state of mind, the touch of wisdom and creativity tomorrow.

Lastly, please please, let the exam go without a hitch tml. After my exam, please grant me the sense of urgency for my other exams! THANKS , AMEN!

BYEBYE EVERYONE!

11 : 11 ! WO AI NI!

11/11 I AM WAITING FOR YOU! :D

2009-10-25T14:47:00.001+08:00

I want to freeze time.
I realize that right after my O's, my schedule is quite packed.
:o . Don't have enough time to do what I planned 2 months ago.
Lmao.

2009-10-19T19:38:00.001+08:00

I cant wait.

2009-10-17T14:36:00.003+08:00

I love soya milk!

Now waiting for my anime to load. F.slow now bcos the internet is real busy. ):

Anyway, it's O's REAL soon.

But I just can't get motivated to study.

I really really hate studying!

God please help me through this.

Ytd I tried doing some bio... I think my knowledge is dwindling.

Really. I die liao T_T.

Still kip watch anime. I think I really need to keep the internet cable until after O's -_-

Anyway, took this picture from E's blog.

This notti lil happy... LOL. So cute lurh! He don't like to eat vegetables.

Then he pui one side. HAHAA!

2009-10-13T19:03:00.002+08:00

School life's getting more interesting.
Discovering a .... "secret" place.... Hahaha!
Sounds just like some detective thingy...
Self-revision just by ourselves(D, G, VC & me)...
In a room...
Then slacking, playing monopoly tgt.

Because people rarely enter this room, it feels like...
A place where only we go.
A place that's owned by us. Lol!
I think I watch too much anime liao.

:D . Me like this kind of life!
But too bad to say, this kind of life is ending soon.
One day I wanna go to the "secret" place to play!

Hypnosis.

2009-10-10T18:14:00.002+08:00

I love studying. Hohoho!
I love doing difficult Math questions.
I love killing my brain cells.
I love memorizing stuff!
I really do love studying!

I hate slacking.
I hate procrastinating.
I hate watching dramas/anime.
I really do hate wasting my time!

HOHOHOHO.

ME LOVE STUDYING! :P. DO YOU?

2009-10-08T18:40:00.002+08:00

Imma watching One Litre Of Tears now.
Shyt, can't seem to just shake off all temptations TT !
I'm really curious. Will it really make me cry like 1 litre of tears?
Hahahaha! Jk.
Anyway, I'm gonna pract math today! :) .
No more slacking Yulin.

I can't wait for O's to end.
Me wanna bake! :p
I wanna make cream puffs. Cos I see Absolute Boyfriend, then I inspired lor. xD

2009-10-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

Dear genie,
I wish you would gimme a much more interesting life.
Thankyou.

2009-10-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

What is paradise?

Wikipedia - Paradise is a place in which existence is positive, harmonious and timeless. It is conceptually a counter-image of the miseries of human civilization, and in paradise there is only peace, prosperity, and happiness. Paradise is a place of contentment, but it is not necessarily a land of luxury and idleness.

Even though I'm not a christian, I'm just very puzzled.
How do we know if there's really paradise? Afterall, it occurs to me that this whole world, our Earth is built on money. Without money, there wouldn't be place for development. There would not be people wanting to improve our lifes, & so on. So, there wouldn't be even technology, music... etc, existing right? :/ .

So I can safely say that this world is built by money right?
However, I must say, that even though money brings around lots of entertainment, lots of fun, lots of improvements in our life, it also brings about disruptions to the world. There's disparity between the rich and the poor. So many countries, so many people are suffering. Why? Due to money...

Why is there so much crime & bad things happening in the world today? Because of money too...
People, in desperation, often steal money, whether it's from their own parents or strangers, just because they don't have enough. People suffer from hunger, die from infections, etc, is also because of money.

So I conclude that money brings about pros and cons, like almost all other things on Earth.
We derive happiness from money. But we derive sadness and anger from them too...

I was thrown into an argument with my mother about paradise. I really can't imagine how paradise will be...? I guess there wouldn't be any sort of money in it right? Since money is really sinful. But if there's no money, there wouldn't be any development right? :/ . All humans are imperfect. If there were to be a form of currency, people would surely show their greedy nature I guess? So, I really can't imagine life in paradise.

There wouldn't be any work, there wouldn't be any technology... There would only be music from the nature... Birds chirping and leaves rustling. So I conclude, Paradise is plain boring...?

I told my mother... Rather than to have an everlasting life in a "perfect" world without any illness/sins, I would rather have several lifes in a imperfect world with entertainment&sins. Because I wouldn't want to lead a life like a caveman who just enjoys nature...? :/

It's just weird. I just can't understand everything ): .

How how how? I have taken interests to many things...
T_T . But I only have 1 life. I can't fulfill all my wishes...
I really wished I had a few lifes. Then I'd be able to live life happily, without regrets...

2009-10-06T17:40:00.002+08:00

I just completed this old series...

T_T . Damn sad.

Even though I already know what's the ending, I still cry T_T !

The robot really very wei da. Ah.

Even though I like the boss, but for this case... I would prefer the storyline to change.

I wanna her be with the robot T_T . Ahya. So sad.

T_T T_T T_T!

2009-09-30T18:07:00.001+08:00

Nvr go school today :/
Stayed at home, around noon time then started studying...
Haiyo. Today abit not productive mayb bcos of.... ?
Then v tired and brain power not v good.
Tuitioned, then my brain really not working.
Don't know wtf I doing lurh. Hais.
I want to study! But f. my brain. My head.

Ah. Concentrate lurh Yulin!
On the side note, JYP has gone to seattle. :/ Hope nothing bad happens.
Hope there won't be any lies too. :/

2009-09-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU LAH.
FUCK ALL THE COCKROACHES.
-'-

2009-09-28T19:22:00.002+08:00

Started with a bad start today. Got caught for talking during assembly, when teacher is talking
-_- Then cb ... Make us stand up. Xia suay but nevermind, at least got use my leg muscles :/

Then math lesson, realized never bring calculator + go wrong class .
But luckily, Samantha brought 2! :) So she lent me 1. Hahahas. & All the long, I didn't know it was her bday today until much later in the afternoon. Hahahas!

At least school has made their math lessons more productive now , by banding. -_-
They should have done that earlier.
Ended school earlier than expected. Well, I thought that it was only 11+ when it was alr going 2!
Proves I'm just too absorbed in listening to classes eh? Lmao! Joking lurh :p

*Oh damn, I'm seriously getting irritated by some people.
Really. ...... Forget it.

Anyway, didn't go for Chi lessons... Urm, Knew that they're gonna take attendance but... Still lazi lurh!
In fact, noone in my class even attended it lurh. Haha.
Had Math tuition with my sis awhile then she go fr her driving lessons.
&& I really wanna learn the piano even though it's damn hard.
Aft O lvls! :)

Byebye :p Me go study!!!!!!! CHIONG LAH EVERYONE! LAST LAP!

2009-09-27T16:24:00.002+08:00

Shit. I'm getting more unfaithful.
My list of boyfriends just keep adding on. ROFL.
Nowadays, I get attracted to guys with blonde hair easily :/ ....
My new love is. . . . . . . . .

CR: cy + winter_star@ftisg

HAHAHA! Okay luh. But I still love my other boys okeh!

xD xD .

Anyway I should really start studying. 24 More days to O's.

Gosh. Bye lovers & haters~ LOL

2009-09-26T10:24:00.002+08:00

Good morning everyone :D .
I just changed my blog songs. Woo. Songs that I really like now.
Hahas. I go study liao. Byebye :p

2009-09-25T15:21:00.003+08:00

I made Bibimbap ytd again!
It was a sudden decision as I didn't know since when my (normally inefficient) mother turned efficient.
LOL! Told her to buy the ingredients the previous day & tada, she got it for me ytd.
Hahahas. So gluttony me made Bibimbap. :p . Pictures another time.

Anyways, I have a goal now. I'm gonna mug mug mug!
The studious feeling is back. It's slowly flowing into my veins. :x
I'm gonna get an A for my math for you all to see manzx. (Okay lah, to be more realistic, B/C luh...)
Hahahaha! Okay. I shall go practise my beloved mathematics now.
Zai jian lovelies.

~~F***! Why did I gain a kg? Seriously, my body is abnormal. I ate lesser than my usual diet & yet, I still gained weight. I think my body has gone haywire. Argh.~~

2009-09-24T16:53:00.002+08:00

I AM ANGRY WITH THE SCHOOL LAH -'-!
Me wanna exercise. Changed & got ready liao. Then, found out that the gym's closed.
F***!!! Saw a notice outside that stated "Gym open from 12-4 starting on xx date to xx date due to examinations" . -'-! The school just don't understand : They should be considerate towards the sec4s too right? It's not like only sec 1-3s use the gym what.
....
....
....
Now, great. My plans are ruined.
Just becos of the dumbass school.

~~Suddenly, I feel like binging. Don't wanna lose weight anymore.~~

2009-09-23T17:32:00.002+08:00

I want to lose weight fast.
But it seems like my weight keeps remaining at xx.x kg!
*Demoralized.
Me ran 1km today. Happy ^-^ .
My Math sucks big time.
Took 1 hour + to complete 1 & a half question.
Concludes that I'm so gonna flunk my O levels.
NOT. Me is gonna work hard, for slimming & for my future.
Got back the rest of the results. Overall, failed 2 subjects -'- . Comb.Hum & Math. -'- ~ .

AH. GO YULIN. YOU CAN DO IT.

2009-09-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

I got back my Geog, Bio & Lit papers today.
Not bad luh. Thought I will fail Lit but I passed :D .
But I tot I would do better for Geog. ): . Cb eh. 1 qns I write 1 whole chunk, still 0 marks. Lmao!
& I super hate Chem. When combine with my Bio, pulled it down 2 grades ley. -'-
I really wished that I wasn't so stupid last time. Shud have just opt to take pure bio right -_-.

Anyway, J8-ed with G aft school.
Wanted buy some things but couldn't find it... Then my itchy mouth... -_- .
Sucks lah. -_- . Shared 1 Mcspicy chicken thing with G. (Phew, at least didn't eat one whole meal by myself luh.) Hahahas.

But I reckon, around 200-300 g of fries will stay in my stomach for 1 mth. So, I will surely be heavier ): . Anyway, tml gonna exercise in gym.
Muahahas. While everyone's hard at studies, I shall study hard & exercise hard.
So, while they grow fat, I shall grow skinny. HHAHAHAHAH *evil.

Okay lah. I should read up on some stuff liao . Ciao~

JIAYOU YULIN :)

2009-09-21T15:58:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps!
After procrastinating for 3 days, I'm finally gonna study.
Revised thru Natural Vegetation & it's all in my head. :D .
1 Month of studying is not a lot. Go Yulin! Go everyone!

&&, I don't care. By hook or by crook, Imma gonna shed 2kg in 1 month okay! I can do it!
Go YULIN! GOGOGOGO!
STUDY HARD, LOSE WEIGHT HARD!

Ohyea! You know, I really think Junho is damn cute? Gosh lurhs. I've become a unfaithful girl. I'm loving so many guys at the same time. For 2pm alone, Me love Nichkhun, Junho, Wooyoung, Jaebeom already... Me still love other guys lei ): . AHH. Can't help it.
Who ask them to be borned irresistable? Lmao.

Okay luh. Byebye! Me go study other things liao. :p

P.S. I have changed my impression of JYP... Tsk. Hopefully the real truth will be out soon. I seriously hate lies manzx.

How time passes...

2009-09-19T01:16:00.004+08:00

Look at the time now : 1.28 am. & Here I'm. Neither sleeping nor studying.
I'm really a failure luh. Whole day never study again. Seems like I'm really planning hard for f9s. ): . Anyway, after this post, Imma gonna turn in for the night. :) .

Time's passing really quickly aye?
Age's catching up on me. ): & I don't wanna grow old~ .
YJ helped me reformat the comp. Thanks alot , patient guy! LOL, you all wanna know why?
Bcos he had been searching on the net for the sound card for I think 2 hours?! Wa.... If me uh, 30 min jiu frustrated liao. HAHAHA. Thankyou uh!

I transferred old images & memories flashed by...
These were taken last yr... Hahahas. When my family were all going for the family foto shoot. :p .
Still rmb-ed, Char was busy being the "makeup artist" in my house. Still rmb-ed my mum cutting her fringe on that day bcos my dad told her to trim it. End up, she cut until like coconut & the whole family kept making fun of her . Hahaha! Joke!

Aft that, I still rmb-ed, in the studio, very funny. I'm one of the tallest in the female side alr. Then, Char & my cousin was standing beside me. Then, they had to stand on the blocks to make themselves reach around my height. HAHA! :p Shorties * :X

Thenthen, one of my guy cousins was wearing a cap. Then, the photographer sae " Why you wear the cap? Morning never brush your hair ar!" Lmao. Then he took out, he = army hair. Then contrast him with his bro, one no hair, one alot of hair. Damn funny.

I like this picture. :p. But sad lurh. Can see that from this pict, I've grown fatter ): . I think?
:) . I still rmb, for almost every week last time, I always went pasir ris to prawn. Hahahas. Long time no prawn. Forgot the feeling alr. Lmao.

Then... This was the first picture of Happy~
The day he stepped into my house. Kawaii neh? Still rmbed, we hurry sneaked him into the house bcos my parents weren't at home. :p . Then sudd, they came back & found out. Hahahaha!

This cute lil brat shitted beside Tuna soon aft he set foot on the ground.
For the next few weeks, he kept napping. Every hour also napping one. :p . So cutie~

As time grew, he grew too. Owner also grew ): .
He developed a retarded face. HAHAHA (Like the one on the left~!) .
& I started bullying him. LMAO. See his cute cute innocent face on the right? Lmao!

Then came the time when he developed 'eye ulcer'. It became so serious, he almost went blind. x.x . But God saved him. He recovered :p . Hehehes.
Notice his right eye... So pain till can't open ): !

Since last yr, he's our family member . (: .
Happy Ang.
My sisters keep laughing at the fact that his medicines always have the label printed "Happy Ang Yu Lin" . Lol!

Other than Happy, hamsters were also part of my life once.
Kuaikuai, Le Le, Hammie, Hamu, HamHam, Tiffany....
Lele&Hammie were given away halfway through.
& Kuaikuai was the proud father of Hamham & Tiffany , as well as the hubby of Hamu...
Actually the 2 lil ones would still have a sibling. But the mummy ate the other one up ): !

Kuai kuai , Hamu & the lil ones. (:

I think this pict is cute .

Anyway, I wanna say, Ytd was quite a day for me. G & me accomplished a mission Impossible.

"To catch the one who doesn't want to be caught" As quoted from G.

Hahaha~ Here's t story. Nicole(The loser), LOL, Didn't wan us to go her house. -_-

Wth right? We go there help her catch hamster lei! Bcos she dun dare....

Then, when we were dismissed, she ran off from us... LOL. We waited at e bus stop, didn't see her... Until... We spotted her across the road, at maplewood park & she's gonna walk home.

We decided to chase her, using another route :p. && we walked damn fast? I swear... This is the fastest I have ever walked lorh. LOL! SO damn tired. Reached Kovan MRT. Sat there & looked for her. We fret over the fact that she may have alr reached home... Aft awhile, we decided to go home, thinking she may not even be here alr.

So, we decided to buy some things in HLM first. Turned back & I spotted her. LOL. Ahya. You all should have seen her expression. Priceless. HAHAHA!

& In the end, we went her house. Hahaha.

Okay. Anyway, recieved math+POA+Chem results today.

Math was expected one luh.

Chem... Also quite predictable one luh.

Only POA suprised me. Pleasantly suprised me. Hahaha! :p

Okay luh. I shall go orh orh liao. Goodnight my dearies~ HAHAHA.

Me hope for 1 thing -

Jaebeom... ): Come back lurh!

2009-09-16T16:37:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates!
I hadn't been logging in lately. Well, to be specific, I only login these few days to read up stuff of 2pm ^^ , then I off comp liao. Bcos I don't wanna be tempted to use the comp for a long time... Then neglect my studies.... LOL!

Anyway, Went to Msia on sunday again. Saw my photoshoot peektures. ^-^ .
Picked out a few.. Then they're gonna design it... Think I wun be able to see the ones with designs next time... ): Bcos still nid to travel to Msia again. Then by the time it's done, it will be v v v close to O lvl's date. ): ! Agh.

(Pardon the pictures. Damn ugly, but nothing to post liao! )

I think travelling is damn tiring luh. Always go to Msia, I will feel damn tired. Hahahas. Anyway, aft that, went to AMK to search for my cap... & slippers... Oh. My slippers failed on me again. Fuck. The below part came out halfway. Then I sibei dulan. Esp that couple, LOL. Keep walk so damn f.a.s.t. Then leave me behind. I walk walk walk, tell them dun walk so fast, they still walk at that speed. Then I see le, my frustration & anger jiu.... LOL.

I had to giv them the damn black face then they slow down. Lol. Aft a long bus ride, my anger subsided... .AHAHAH . Went to AMK. Shopshop, instead of buying my cap & shoes, I got a jumpsuit. Pretty (: .

Oh, I conclude. I really don't have fate with shoes. Go to Msia find shoe, always don't have my size. -'- . Then go to S'pore, can't even find shoes that I fancy. -_- . Then... The cap, no stock. Make me so sad. I call to Bishan Branch also dun have. +++ sadness. T.T Bcos I really like that cap lei.

Went home... Ya.

Then, schooled on Monday. Intensive lessons started. Damn boring.

Had the urge to go tamp to buy my cap. But... Noone wanted to go w me.

Recieved a msg frm YJ that my cap also no more stock in Far East branch... TT

Make me more sad & scared...

But I also cannot reply him, my hp no more money HAHA.

Aft that, I went home, wanting to call to branches to reserve one cap for me... End up, my hse fone kip no batt, can't even make one call. -'- . HAHA. Then, I use E's fone. But she only allow me to call YJ/Serena. Then... Blahblah, found out in the end, YJ had bought the cap for me alr! He sae "no more stock" is bcos he bought it liao -.- that's why no more stock.

This guy v lame right? HAHAHA. But nvertheless, thankyou lah!! :) :)

The end.

Schooled ytd too... Blah.

Today, intensives for SS were rather productive.

And, I'm damn proud to announce, I SPENT 20 CENTS ON FOOD TODAY ONLY! :P .

Wahahahahahahaha!

Okay lurh. I have been wasting alot of time on comp today. Must study liao. Byebye everyone!

Me love...

2PM!!! :)

Jaebeom will surely be back :D

Ohyea, I think I won't be updating as frequently already. Since O's are just in 1 mth's time...

2009-09-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

NI MEN HAO!
Thought I would upload my products before I went to sleep. HEHEH.
I made jia jjang bap ytd & the previous day. Hahahas. I like! ^^v. Nice to eat. Lmao.
Don't see it look brownbrown, not nice, VERY NICE HOR! :P JJANG! :X

&&, I have been wanting to make Bibimbap since Sunday.

I even got angry with my mom for not buying the beansprouts ytd -_-.

Finally, I got (almost) all the ingredients for it, except Kosari... Hahahas!

Bibim = mixed. Bap = Rice.

Bibimbap = mixed rice! Hahahas. I felt like a fantong when I ate it. Lmao.

I shall praise myself... :x *Bhb , that it's not bad for my first attempt!

But boy oh boy. ): . I spent like 1-2 hours preparing this TT . You can't imagine how mafan it is manzx. & , I cleaned the bowl of rice up in just 5-10 minutes. ): .

Good things just don't last aye?

Okay, one pict of my lil kawaii .

&, today, ... Jyp released his statement...

I can't do a thing but to just... Hope for the best.

X_X ! Hope Jayyyyyyyy comes back!!! I love Jay ^-^ .

HAHAHA. But of cos, I won't forget the rest of 2pm! :) .

Oh, + I think kHottest shudn't boycott them. It's really immature. Haish. ):

Okay luh! Goodnight everyone :)

2009-09-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

o9o9o9.

This date is once in a life time.
So, I've got to put away my sadness & stop ranting like a biatch now x.x!
I made jia jjang bap ytd and today :D .
I like it! Hahahas. && I'm most probably making bibimbap tomorrow.
^^.

Anyway... I know HOTTEST are probably not reading this bcos they don't even know me, but...
Jiayou to those who are gonna go down to JYPE to have a long day, putting up post-its notes. This, comes sincerely from my heart. ^^ .

& I really do hope Jay's resting well (So that he can come back, more energized!) .
Me luv 2pm ^-^
Forever!

2009-09-09T17:30:00.001+08:00

TT . One of my favourites. I really want all 7 of themmmmmm.

2009-09-09T12:36:00.002+08:00

I wanna see the whole band with their original numbers, with their original people & lastly, their original leader again. It's really very dramatic over these 5 days. In such a short period of time, so many things can happen. Seriously. & all this troubles & stress, sadness & victimising are just caused by one 3rd yr highschool girl.

I shan't say more about her. She better be feeling damn guilty right now.
I really hope that Jaebeom will return.
Everybody's feeling sad. It's really meaningless for him to go. Really.
It's just some myspace comments he made. Nothing serious.
Things should only be taken this serious if he still felt this way. If he just posted those comments out. But heck, it's already a time-period of 4 years!

Aft that, when things worked out for him, he even expressed that he loved Korea.
He was a nice guy. Everyone said that. & damn the anti-fans. Damn them! Ruin one's career.
I really can't comprehend why they're so hardcore. It's just a small mistake! & They're going all their way to make things difficult for him. The people they hurt just by doing these are not just Jaebeom, but also HOTTEST.

I really want Jay back . ):
I really do. 2PM is missing something.
I had always liked Nichkhun. Then when I watched more of their videos, the love for the whole group developed. My folder that was used to store Nichkhun's pictures soon expanded. From storing "Nichkhun only", to nichkhun + wooyoung, then soon, my whole folder was filled with all the members.

Now Jay's gone, I really damn sian.
How I wish uh, I can participate in the post-it's pasting in Korea or NY.
How I wish I can just like hug jay ? x.x !
Really, if I can see him, 1st thing I will do is hug him lei. ):

He's really a nice guy lorh. I read in the forums that one boy attended church with Jay in the past. Then Jay's really a nice guy & he gave the boy pokemon cards. I read this, really v sad lei. TT .

& Ytd I dozed off only, jiu dream of them liao. Then they v sad in my dream ): .
Haizxzxzxzxzxzxzx.

Jayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I'm praying he comes back to 2pm. Pleasepleaseplease!!!!!

Cr:Whoever who uploaded this. I forgotten.

2009-09-08T17:18:00.003+08:00

KNNCCB.
I HATE ANTI-FANS.
I HATE THEM TO THE FXCKING CORE.
1 MYSPACE MESSAGE. 4 YEARS AGO. ANCIENT LIKE DONO WHAT ALR STILL DIG OUT & USE IT AGAINST JAY.
NOW GOOD LUH. ANTI-FANS GET WHAT THEY WANT.
JAY'S LEAVING FOR 2PM FOR GOOD.
JAY'S GONNG LEAVE KOREA.
-'- .

I'm really pissed. Very pissed with those anti-s.
I'm also pissed with Jay!
I'm damn sad too.
Fxck those anti-s. Nothing better to do.
Ruin the happiness of not just 1 guy but many people. Many thousands of people in fact
Why did Jay giv up so easily? It's not as if things won't die down in the matter of time right?
Now 2pm's no longer 7. But 6.

I don't know what to say. I hope those people who caused this get banged down by car.
Really. I hate them.
I want Jaebeom back in 2pm TT .
I really hope that this ain't permenant, but temporary.
But... I guess it's not gonna happen the way I wished.
Hais. Poor WY too... Fainted...

Sigh. POOR 2PM.
THOSE ANTI-S SHUD JUST GO AND DIE LAH. _l_

TIRED DAY

2009-09-07T11:29:00.006+08:00

I had a long long day ytd.
Woke up early in the morning, prepared and headed to Bishan.
Met YJ there & the trio headed towards Kranji.
Bought my current obsession, Mr Bean's pancake there. ^^
& Headed to woodlands checkpoint................ Blah.
The bus journey towards Msia's custom was darn jammed up luh.
I stood there so long. -.- Tired.

Finally cleared the checkpoints, & we waited for the bus to go to the shopping mall.
-_- Again, damn long wait.
If not for the old man who grumbled, & caused a "show" between him & the bus guy, we wld have to wait even longer. LOL!
When we reached there, we were like... 40min-1hour late for our appt?

Haas. Then we got ready for the shoots.
Makeup makeup makeup, very heavy makeup x.x!
Then chose clothes.
I wore a blue kimono, white short dress for evening parties, spanish dress and angel... LOL. -.-
The first time, when Tuna taking pictures, v funny.
The guy sae " Whr's ur teeth? Whr's ur teeth? You left them in Singapore uh? " LMAO.
Still got alot things but I cant really rmb liao.

But it was a long day. Had 2 other couples too.
Got one couple, the lady v cute. Like er zuo ju zhi wen de male lead(forgot the name), de mother. Not so young, but pretty+cute & energetic. Hahaha! Then ya.

We only finished at like 7-8pm. x.x! So long uh?
From 1 pm to 7-8pm. x.x!
Hungry ghosts (us) went to eat aft that.
Yumyum, I ate chicken cutlet + pizza. Very big appetite. Hahaha!

See my shag face .-.-

Goldfish face.

Headed to custom again. Long queues! ):

T.i.r.e.d.
Fringe in a messsss. Bcos of the hairspraysssss, I couldn't put them well tgt.

Finally reached sg, took train to bishan. -_-
I was so damn tired, I closed my eyes throughout the ride.
When walking out of the MRT, I also half sleeping de.
Until... This weird guy tapped me on the shoulder. & Asked me "Hello, what's your name?"
Then I v confused n irritated. LOL. I frown at him and "huh".
Then he "What's your name? What's your age?"
Then I frown even more " ??? Yulin" . Then I searched for YJ n TUNA.
Damn lorh, they walk so fast, infront of me like 7 meters lei. -.-
& they never even turn back. So I couldn't like attract their attention too.

I v angry lor. Whole day, they walked faster than me. Don't even care about me -.-.
Later I tio kidnapped how? Then they realize it that time also too late liao. -.- . Since the time we arrived at MSIA, to leaving MSIA, & in Singapore -.- .

Then I tell the guy " I nid to go" then he "Ohh nvm" .
Then I walked away -.- . So weird. Crazy guy. Then bcos of him, I from "half-sleeping" mode, become "Awake" mode . -.-

Joined back with them, waitted at taxi stand.
What kind of taxi stand is that luh -.- ? Wait like 30 min then finally got taxi for us. zzzzzzzzz!
Home sweet home.

But of cos, though I was damn tired, CAN'T WASTE THEIR MAKE UP RIGHT?
LOL. So... Took picturesssssssssss!!!

This Q boy... Retarded face.

Bathed and wow. Just by washing the face, the water turned baitch. (Dono how to spell).

So much luh!

The end? No.

I still had activities in the night...

I woke up from my dreams 2 times.

1st time, laughing. Damn funny.

2nd time, crying. Damn sad & angry.

HAHAHA BUT I am lazy to explain why already.

My stomach had been growling since the start of this post!

& With that, I shall end at this post now , 12:45.

BYE!

7 is 1 !

NONONO. WY should change it to , HOTTEST + 7 IS 1!!! HAHAHA

LOVE 2PM!

2009-09-05T21:05:00.005+08:00

PLEASE SIGN THIS PETITION ALL OF YOU.

THANKYOU.

http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/supportleaderjaypark/

CR: Panic.

Anti-fans srsly have nothing much to do.

Going around & tryna destroy 2pm.

Making a big fuss over what he said 4 yrs ago.

I can empathize with them. But it's alrdy 4 yrs.

They shud try to empathize with him too.

Anyway, Please sign the petition.

Greatly appreciated. Thanks.

Damn it. Just now I alr typed finish what I wanted to post abt today but didn't save it.

So... Gonna retype more briefly LOL.

Woke up > prepared & went Lavender w Serena to collect my passport.

Aft that, ate Mr bean. I love it!

Gonna try all the other flavours next time.

Aft that, met YJ at Dg. Ate Carl's Junior's fries.

Walked around Dg & headed to Great World City.

Had starbucks. Man, I was bloated.

Felt like vomitting too! ): .

&The mocha didn't quench my thirst.

Had to buy plain water aft that ):

Walkwalk, but still couldn't find anything attractive ):

Was telling them I wanna get fake eyelashes from FEP.

But Tuna was kind reluctant. ): ): .

When we went out, we spotted a free shuttle bus.

W/O having the slightest imagination of whr it would take us, we hurried into it. LMAO.

Then, God helped me. :D

He brought me to ORCHARD.

& Ta-da. We headed to FEP, & I got my eyelashes.

Damn cool right? Lmao .

Aft that, walk walk walk walk. Still couldn't find anything to buy ):

Sucks. Wanna buy things also can't.

Today, I managed to find a pair of shoes that I wanna try on.

But dun have size 39. So forget it.

Then then, go 77th street, I made up my mind to get the cap that I saw ytd in AMK Hub.

But guess what?

Damn it. That cap on display was the last one left.

I had initially wanted to take that cap.

But... I saw like got abit dirty. So I decided not to.

-.- & There was no other 77 street nearby.

Hais. LOL. God doesn't allow me to buy shoes and cap aye.

Nvm. Hope tml I go MSIA, got that cap :) .

Hahaha.

Cabbed home && I zilianed with char's webcam awhile. :D

Cant wait for tml! :D

Reminder : PLEASE SIGN THE PETITION FOR JAY. THANKS.

I LOVE 2PM.

Happy 1st Anniversary 2PM

2009-09-04T19:29:00.003+08:00

o4o9o9

Happy 1st Anniversary to...

2PM!! <3

Okay luh. I'm lazy to blog.
Anyways, today had p1 for science combine.
Chem can just f. off . LOL
Bio was okay.

Then... Finished at 9 + .
Headed to AMK w P&M > Mac breakfast > Eye brow shaping > AMK Hub > Back to school > Practical exam.
The practical exam... Chem can just f.off again. LOLOLOL!

Anyways. I'm sad lurh. Today... I couldn't control myself.
Seeing those yummy food... TT
So, automatically, my money flew out from my pocket.
LOLOL! Mac breakfast + Herbal egg + Durian Pancake.
Still can eat somemore one. But I stopped myself TT.

Hahahhaa! Okay lah. I go liao. Byebye :D

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY TO MY LOVER BOYS AGAIN. HEHEHEHE