&, In the end, we only played with makeup T_T . Nvr freaking do POA homework lurhs! Never even revise too lurhs! Now alr going 8pm & I still using comp lurhs! -_-! Best of all, I don't even know what is tested tml, & recent few chapters, I never even listen in class. Only blindly copy friend's work. Die liao ):

Aft that, she went home & I washed the dishes. Thinked a lot. Very shag. Thursday's O lvl Chinese Oral & I'm totally in for it. I hope I don't screw it up badly. :/ . Prelims in 34days. O lvls in a few months time. Everything, unprepared. I don't know how's my future gonna be like & I'm dying to know. I keep worrying&worrying. Even though I know I should be studying real hard now, Even though I know I cannot afford to do badly for O lvls, Even though I wanna start now, but I just can't.

I keep telling myself "tml,tml,tml". But that day never comes. What Pamela said today in class really set me thinking. However, though I really wanna start now, it just fkingly can't start. Haissssssssssss. Okay lah. I donwan sound so pessimistic now. Arbo like some emo kid. ): !!!