Friday, February 27, 2009
1 month
Schooled.
Was a lil hyperactive today, especially for chinese lesson :D
Got bai ban ting xie. Good thing i sort of learnt my chinese yesterday night. :x .
Dismissed at 2 due to cancellation of bio lessons today }: . I was still looking forward to lessons today. LOL.
ANNOUNCEMENT!
I've paid attention to what t teacher is teaching today. :p LOL. Lame!
Okay, but I decided that.....
Imma gonna continue this way till O lvls. Hope I will continuously have t 'feel' to study :D
What course should I take in Poly?
Suddenly, I feel very old. I'm ageing at an unthinkable speed.
You're somewhat like the character in my literature book- Helena.
Was a lil hyperactive today, especially for chinese lesson :D
Got bai ban ting xie. Good thing i sort of learnt my chinese yesterday night. :x .
Dismissed at 2 due to cancellation of bio lessons today }: . I was still looking forward to lessons today. LOL.
ANNOUNCEMENT!
I've paid attention to what t teacher is teaching today. :p LOL. Lame!
Okay, but I decided that.....
Imma gonna continue this way till O lvls. Hope I will continuously have t 'feel' to study :D
Time is ticking
1 month + to Mid Year Examinations
3 months + to O lvl Chinese.
5/6 months plus to Prelims.
7+ months to O lvls.
I'm nervous & scared just thinking about these.
What course should I take in Poly?
I've actually decided on one.
But I was thinking deeper into the future yesterday.
If I take that course, I may not have anything that I can fall back on if it doesn't go according to my plan.
I feel that I can learn what I will study in that course myself.
Morever, if I take the other course, I can do 2 different kinds of work at the same time, thus earning more $.
However, I don't have much interest in the other course.... }:
How? Argh, I am really bad in directions.
Be it direction in life or directions to places. }:
Suddenly, I feel very old. I'm ageing at an unthinkable speed.
This yr will pass in a breeze, then I'll be 16.
By the time i complete poly, I'll be 18.
I feel so old }: !
How I wish I can turn time back. Then I'd change some things.
I'd save more money, & study even more.
I suddenly feel that if you don't study hard, you'll become a 'useless' person. You won't have much money, you can't do much to enjoy life. Then it results in 'no purpose of living.'
Whereas, if you're rich and knowledgeable, many jobs will be applicable for you. Life will be enjoyable for you. }: . Argh.
I really want to turn back time. I regret not studying hard le }: !
You're somewhat like the character in my literature book- Helena.
Just that the endings are different.
You won't end up with him.
Just stop it alrdy. Really }: !
♥ I wanna meet Domenic! :p
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