rushrushrush! How I wish I can have the ability to freeze time, or extend time, or even to turn time back.
I reallyreallyreally need LOTS of time! GRRR.
Especially for today. I wanna do very well for my biology. But I've to start from scratch because of some kns teacher that i got last yr. Teach until like wtf!
(1)Briefly goes through about some functions, blah.
(2)Notes very little, and brief
(3)Does not emphasize on key points
(4)Damn qian bian
(5)Most importantly, SHE SAY THINGS FAST FAST ONE, think we typewriter or what? Then people didn't manage to copy finish, ask her repeat, 90% her answer is :"No, Copy from your frens."
Seriously, fk off la! You're the cause of why my interest for biology fade & why my biology dropped from A1 to C6. Luckily this yr change teacher.
I lovelovelove this teacher :} the one who taught me in s2. that's why i got A. Now, my interest for biology is picking up again. However, I really need to put in tonnes of effort so that I can push it back to an A.
I really regret a little that i took combined sci. Cos my Chemistry sure pull me down one. fk ._. !

Okay, anywayssss, I really want to fk my papers! ROAR!
Had SS + Literature on yesterday.
Quite fked up lah. I think i'm either gonna fail v badly, even if God gives me chance, i will just pass on the dot. ._. !
Then, went home after school. I DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF FOR YESTERDAY :} ! I stayed at home, studied from 3+ to 5+, then went to eat & blahblah, i forgot. LOl then studied again at 8 to 11 . :} !! HAHAH, damn proud lahh. U know? gt the sense of accomplishment. :x . I did several math graph qns and studied a lil on geography.
Yah, however, when did the 2 tests today.... -.- very fked up .
Geog, i wasted too much time on qns 1. Wrote "less-developed countries" at first, then was thinking v hard, and elaborating on my points. 5-10 min later, I realize that it's "Developed countries". So i cancelled my answers and started from scratch. Waste my time! Damn. Still haven end yet. Question 1 pt 2, i go wrote finish my answer. Heaved a sigh of relief. Then, when proceeding to 2nd question, I realize that's nt the points i was supposed to write. But i looked at the clock, left like arnd 30 more minutes & i still had 2 essay questions that i needed to do. -.- So i heck, hurry try complete the other 2 parts first. -.-
Of cos, i had not enough time. So i just wrote the points, never elaborate much -.- . AH! i feel very fked up . %$%$#^$#% .
Okay then maths, no comments. Sure fail one. -.- the fking last qn i dono hw to do. just draw the graph -.- Lost around 10 marks there i think. ya, and the front part sure got wrong one. total marks for math = 30. Just need another 5 more marks to fail. So.. Yah, i don expect myself to pass -.- . But at least i did what i could :} .

After these, i really thought of what was the worst thing to experience during an exam/ exam period.

During the test.
(1) Knowing what to write, but have not enough time.
-Fk this }:
(2)Misunderstanding the question
(3)Writing wrong points, then realise it after a while
-nbcb }:
(4)Dono anything ( Never study at all)
(5)Uncomfortable (sleepy, stomachache, headache)
(6)Calculator run out of battery
(7)Mind suddenly go blank
-Wth ! i could do the textbook questions for graph. But why my exam one so hard? FUCKKKKKKK }: !

Before the test
(1)No Feel to study
-Yesterday i got alot feel to study LOL! but today it seems like the feel is fading off ._. omggggg }: !
(2)No one to teach you how to do the sums/ explain to you

Okay, I'm gonna start my biology after i off the laptop! wish me luck in memorizing and understanding. HOPE I CAN FINISH IT BY TODAY UH!!! HUAT AR! :x

Ohya! i just rmb, LOL! yesterday my daddy gave the somewhat hidden 'speechless' face again.
I was doing my mathematics at night, arnd 8+ 9+, then he open the door. Surely expecting me to be fooling arnd & nt doing my work. But there i was, sitting by the table and attempting :x . HAHAHA, then he just look, then said nothing, and closed the door. HAHAHA!
If i wasn't doing my work, he sure kp one! cos before that he kp me for monday night }: !

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