Monday
Took POA paper, wasn't fully prepared at all.
Went into the examination room with doubts. }:
True enough, I faced diffculties.
Section A already had questions I couldn't tackle.
Section B was worst. Anyhow do, even the Balance sheet cannot complete. Ahya, think this paper, I will fail. Even if it manages to pass, it won't be a good one. T.T!
Okay, nevermind. At least, common tests are over ^^
During chinese, was talking to huiyen about ghostly encounters and stories. LOL, she is tempted to try putting Dog eyes' tears so she can see ghost ._. ! Really scary. So I told her, "Wait till maybe you're 80 then put ba." Then she wouldn't have t experience it for so many yrs :x LOL!
Tuesday
Schooled.
Went home & took a nap.
Woke up at 6, bathed and went t meet my laogong :D!
Sorry, I was occupied with doing my homework. Didn't entertain you much :/ !
Headed back home at 11 + , sis bf appeared. LOL, then I went home.
Smsing with love, found out that sis bf & him shared a cab home.
So fang bian. LOL, okay then packed up , & slept :}
Today
Schooled, blah.
Okay, came home & did my chinese homework.
I'm almost done with my zuo ye.
But still got lian bi T.T .
Okay. Lets see what i've to do today -------
- Zuo ye
- Lian bi
- Mathematics
- Study for biology test on Friday
- Maybe start studying the chinese words tt are gonna b tested on monday T.T!
Even though common tests have just ended, I realize I don't have much time till Mid Year exams are here again. Time is really passing too fast for me to catch up. Even if i start now, I think I still not have enough practise and time to memorize & understand everything taught from last yr n this yr. T.T Omg I'm dead. Sec4 is really very very stressful indeed. }:
Time is ticking. Time is tickin'ticking. Time is ticking. LOL. I wanna apply shakespear here! :D
To me, Time is now :
"Swift as a shadow, short as any dream,Brief as the lightning in the collied night;
That, in a spleen, unfolds both heaven and Earth,
And ere a man hath power to say “Behold!”
The jaws of darkness do devour it up. "
TADA! I got learn my literature one okay! Don't playplay. LOL! Okay crap.
I better go do my homework liao.
Toodles! :}
I cannot stand it. -.-
You're indecisive & abit desperate, I feel.
I think you should stop that.
It's been a long time already.
Can't you see his true colours? Or what?
Treasure the one next to you now.
Trust me. He's not the one for you. -.- & , many people feel that too.
Now what shakespear says can be applied on you.
"Love looks not with the eyes but with the mind" . -.- Really loh. Never see him before, But you love him. However, i feel that he cannot be trusted. Whatever he has done, feels very fake -.- . & Have already been proven tt he has lied to you before. -.-, Everything seems very staged and fake. He feels so ... -.- The distance between you and him, is very very far. -.- You have given him your heart, but he... I dono.-.- you should know already!
Ahya, please stop liking him already. The one who is by your side really feels the best to me now. I know I'm not you & I have no rights to say these. && , you cannot control your own feelings. -.- But you really have to ma. -.- You aren't young anymore. Cannot drag time anymore. Don't say about regretting what you posted on your blog cos he sees it or whatsoever. The results are still the same - you won't be with him. AHYA! I DONO HOW TO SAY LA. }}: !
But, just stop lah. Ahya. It irritates me to see you still liking him. I care for you, & seen you hurt by this guy many times. I know that the one next to u now is 100x better than him. As you know, dang ju zhe mi, pang guan zhe qing right? It means the person herself/himself is blur or what, but onlookers sees the picture the best. It applies to you. You're so blinded by love that you can't see he's so fake! AH -.- !
Suan le. It's very obvious who you are. You know who you are &I know you read this le you sure bu shuang me -.- Sure feel very zzzz! But I just want to write this here okay ? (: call me naggy or what, for i've told/warned you this many times already. The rest is up to you. (:
