I decided to blog more because I want to let the future me laugh at my old self. I wanna have fun/sadness, remembering all my past things ^^. Anyways, today I took picture with Xiaogui! ^_^ .
Here's what happened : Because Boss told us beforehand that he was gonna come for some promotional stuff ^^, so I applied makeup to work today! :p . Worked till 5+, boss sae xiaogui reached liao. So we prepared some drinks for xiaogui + staff. Then while I was sealing my cup, I looked ahead and thinked to myself " Shit, Is that outstanding guy xiaogui?" LOLOL. I stare @ him, He stare @ me with no expressions. Then I nervous diao. LOLOL! Then I stand around and finally my boss tell me go out take picture! :D

Lesley helped me video record && I asked Xiaogui for a picture. Stupid woman dun let me take polariod picture :( ! But at least, I took one grp picture with him ^_^ . Thenthen, the video v cutezx, when Lesley passed me the cam, she was still recording & facing him. Then he was looking into the cam! :x Hahhaha, Thenthen aft that, he nida rush off already -_- . Before he went, he automatically bid us 'goodbye' first! He even know how to respect people more than some customers lor! -_- .

Now I really donno wanna quit this work anot? ): . I want to earn money more quickly... I wanna paint my nails too ): . But this work cannot lei. But this work is good due to it's location. Very convenient for me! ): . Then somemore my school is gonna open soon. Then this work the worktimes quite flexible... :/ Hmm... & I scared I cannot find other work after I quit this. :/ Aigoo, very stressed. I wanna go korea, wanna asiatour w ft. Wanna do this, wanna do that.... :/

Aigoo. :/. Anyway, why I am always so ... unfitting?
Like... From quite good friend... Till almost strangers...
If it was in the past, I would be surely part of it......
Now..? I wasn't even asked. Lol, I don't know, but I just feel so... Disappointed.
I shouldn't ask for much. Because it's mostly my fault right? For having a character that's so boring, noone wud ever care.
Only if reallyreally needed, then I would be asked right?
.....
Friendships made, friendships broken.
I don't want to be like that but... Truthfully, I am reallyreally sad.
I hate being me. I hate my life.

How I wish I can restart my life.

PS, Thanks Serena + Yujie for 8gb memory card :)