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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
What the fuck!
I just realize my blog song all 30 sec de -.- .
After this post, Imma going t edit my codes. Lol!
Anyway...
Sunday
Woke up at 9am, prepared & went to see new house with sissy serena & daddy+mummy.
Well... Part of me wants to move there, but another part of me doesn't want to. }:
Because of the facilities that I'll get to enjoy, as well as the new shopping mall that is gonna be located near to it, I'm sort of attracted to it.
BUT!!! The house... Rooms all so small. Like only half the size of my current room? Put one bed, then -.- no nid put anything else le loh. Somemore must share room with another sis, which is not cfm who yet. AND!!! My ahma & ahgong are gonna move in too. -.- Like wtf, (I'm not trying to be... rude, unfillial, all that. It's the truth) The house alr too cramped for the whole family, and still, bring 2 more ppl in. -.- It's really... And I don't really like them, not close to them either. -.-
Just as Char said, my parents are alr naggy enough. Imagine adding 2 more elderly? Our ears will constantly be filled with buzzzzzing noise! Piangz. Argh. I just wanna move out asap lah!
Okay, after seeing new house, explore explore le, then me & serena headed to HLM t meet YJ. Yupyup, shopshop, bought 1 top & then we went t bowl (:
Played 3 sets. Tiring. Phew. Haha, aft that, my baby arrived and we ate tgt.
Upon knowing that we were gonna play pool, YJ & S decided t tag along. Yup, playplay.... Then irritating father nag me to go home le #%#$^ !
YJ & S took bus home, while me n baby walked home.
Hahahas, slackslack, and then went home. (:
Monday
Had Chinese Oral! :/, I think I can pass ba, but not with very very good marks.
'Cos although I said many points, but I kip 'er er er ' and my chinese pronounciation is naturally not good }: .
Hehehe. But neverminds~ I can stop worrying abt Oral temporarily...
Tuesday
Lemme think...
Okay, nothing interesting happened yesterday.
Schooled, went home and rotted till night time -.- !
I practically wasted one whole day being unproductive }:
I don't like. Well, but as I say this, I realize that today I've done nth productive again. Wtf.
Ohya, & I caught last epi of table of glory. Errr.... I don't like the ending. So abrupt!
}: Bad bad.
Today~
Schooled as usual.
Blah. Homed.
Rot. Psp. Bathe. Psp. Chit chat. Sing.
Laptop. Blog. Tired.
SHAG LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just realize my blog song all 30 sec de -.- .
After this post, Imma going t edit my codes. Lol!
Anyway...
Sunday
Woke up at 9am, prepared & went to see new house with sissy serena & daddy+mummy.
Well... Part of me wants to move there, but another part of me doesn't want to. }:
Because of the facilities that I'll get to enjoy, as well as the new shopping mall that is gonna be located near to it, I'm sort of attracted to it.
BUT!!! The house... Rooms all so small. Like only half the size of my current room? Put one bed, then -.- no nid put anything else le loh. Somemore must share room with another sis, which is not cfm who yet. AND!!! My ahma & ahgong are gonna move in too. -.- Like wtf, (I'm not trying to be... rude, unfillial, all that. It's the truth) The house alr too cramped for the whole family, and still, bring 2 more ppl in. -.- It's really... And I don't really like them, not close to them either. -.-
Just as Char said, my parents are alr naggy enough. Imagine adding 2 more elderly? Our ears will constantly be filled with buzzzzzing noise! Piangz. Argh. I just wanna move out asap lah!
Okay, after seeing new house, explore explore le, then me & serena headed to HLM t meet YJ. Yupyup, shopshop, bought 1 top & then we went t bowl (:
Played 3 sets. Tiring. Phew. Haha, aft that, my baby arrived and we ate tgt.
Upon knowing that we were gonna play pool, YJ & S decided t tag along. Yup, playplay.... Then irritating father nag me to go home le #%#$^ !
YJ & S took bus home, while me n baby walked home.
Hahahas, slackslack, and then went home. (:
Monday
Had Chinese Oral! :/, I think I can pass ba, but not with very very good marks.
'Cos although I said many points, but I kip 'er er er ' and my chinese pronounciation is naturally not good }: .
Hehehe. But neverminds~ I can stop worrying abt Oral temporarily...
Tuesday
Lemme think...
Okay, nothing interesting happened yesterday.
Schooled, went home and rotted till night time -.- !
I practically wasted one whole day being unproductive }:
I don't like. Well, but as I say this, I realize that today I've done nth productive again. Wtf.
Ohya, & I caught last epi of table of glory. Errr.... I don't like the ending. So abrupt!
}: Bad bad.
Today~
Schooled as usual.
Blah. Homed.
Rot. Psp. Bathe. Psp. Chit chat. Sing.
Laptop. Blog. Tired.
SHAG LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What the fuck am I doing?!
Mid yrs are not even 1 wk away.
5 days left.
But I'm just wasting time away
Like noone's business.
Ah. A prediction of bad results.
The chilly air sent a shiver down my spine;
Goose bumps appeared, & I briefly rubbed my arms for warmth
before finally deciding to wear on the bulky-looking old jacket that was passed down from my sister.
As I slipped my hands through the opening of the jacket and zipped it up,
Everything was blocked out.
Everything cold.
I no longer felt the evil cold that was furiously biting into my exposed skin.
The familiar scent of my sister's body odour was ironically comforting to me.
There was no time to waste.
I hastily picked up my pen & started to complete my half-written answers.
Every minute that ticked by,
Every time I hear a stifled cough admist the quiet hall,
Increased my stress.
I know, I was trapped within those 4 walls like a bird trapped in a cage until 13:30.
But when I'm finally free to go,
Will I be smiling?
Or full of worries & regret?
For now, I won't know anything thing other than the increasing fear in me and condition of my badly worn-out brain.
& I said:
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone,
I'd be waiting; all that's left to do is run,
You be the prince & I'll be the princess
It's a love story- baby just say yes.
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt down at the ground and pulled out a ring
& said:
Marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story- baby just say yes
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
Ytd...
Took my Chinese & English written paper.
Wrote 1 Si Han, 1 Zuo wen, 1 Report, 1 Composition.
My time management is not good enough.
My brain can't think fast enough. Can't organize what I wanna write fast enough.
._. .... Couldn't write finish in time, & my compo just ended in an abrupt way.
Super brief, and it did not cover much on the important parts,
Many irrelevant things. Fuck.
But... No use brooding over it, since it cannot be changed right?
Just brace myself for the bad results that Imma going to recieve.
Had English Oral in the afternoon. Wellwell, I think I read considerably okay, but... I screwed up the picture discussion & conversation part.
Afterall, I felt there weren't much to discuss about & the picture was really hard.
Conversation, worst.
Yesterday was really a... sucky day. Sucky papers. Sucky tests.
}:
Imma going t have Chinese Oral on Monday.
I predict I'm going to do very badly for that too. People who know me will know that my chinese pronounciation sucks big time. Omg. }': . & it's only 5 more weeks to O level Chinese.
Will I survive? }:
*Prays for a miracle to happen.
You know, I'm really missing Happy.
So are my sisters.
Wondering how is he now?
Under the care of the new owner?
Has he gotten use to not seeing us?
Can the new owner handle him?
Does the new owner know that dogs can't eat certain things?
I'm afraid.
Helplessness- When you can't do anything to help.
I don't even have that person's contact number to find out about Happy.
How? :/ ¶ 3:09 PM 0 Comments
Took my Chinese & English written paper.
Wrote 1 Si Han, 1 Zuo wen, 1 Report, 1 Composition.
My time management is not good enough.
My brain can't think fast enough. Can't organize what I wanna write fast enough.
._. .... Couldn't write finish in time, & my compo just ended in an abrupt way.
Super brief, and it did not cover much on the important parts,
Many irrelevant things. Fuck.
But... No use brooding over it, since it cannot be changed right?
Just brace myself for the bad results that Imma going to recieve.
Had English Oral in the afternoon. Wellwell, I think I read considerably okay, but... I screwed up the picture discussion & conversation part.
Afterall, I felt there weren't much to discuss about & the picture was really hard.
Conversation, worst.
Yesterday was really a... sucky day. Sucky papers. Sucky tests.
}:
Imma going t have Chinese Oral on Monday.
I predict I'm going to do very badly for that too. People who know me will know that my chinese pronounciation sucks big time. Omg. }': . & it's only 5 more weeks to O level Chinese.
Will I survive? }:
*Prays for a miracle to happen.
You know, I'm really missing Happy.
So are my sisters.
Wondering how is he now?
Under the care of the new owner?
Has he gotten use to not seeing us?
Can the new owner handle him?
Does the new owner know that dogs can't eat certain things?
I'm afraid.
Helplessness- When you can't do anything to help.
I don't even have that person's contact number to find out about Happy.
How? :/ ¶ 3:09 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Anger Hatred Resentment Loath Depressed
Heart-breaking Disappointment Irritance Sadness
Dejected Crestfallen Hurting Despondent Melancholy
I had spent more than an hour, grabbing Happy's picture & organizing it on blogger. Whatthefuck.
I really resent my parents more than anything. To the core.
Why are you 2 like that? Why?
Heartless, Unfeeling, Cruel, Cold-blooded, Hardened, Inhuman, Pitiless, Uncaring, Uncompassionate, Unemotional, Unsympathetic, Merciless.
Unyielding, Stubborn, Bull-headed, Firm, Headstrong, Adamant, Single-minded, Unreasonable.
You 2, just simply have a heart that's made of Iron.
Hard. Cold. Inflexible.
You all simply just suck. Chasing a helpless dog away, not giving him more time to stay with us, insisting on your ways, thinking you're so almighty&big-shot? Omg, whatthefuck. You both are so so so not!
Cheebye, come to think of it. Happy's been staying under the same roof as you all for more than a year, & don't tell me both of you didn't develop a single bit of feelings for him? WHY ARE BOTH OF YOU SO BENT ON MAKING HIM LEAVE? You 2 just don't know a single shit about empathizing & being responsible & respectful to others huh? Happy's been leaving with us for his whole life since he's 2 mths old. Now, He's 1yrs+ old. He only know & have us. He doesn't know anyone else. He trusts us. Though he's really getting out-of-hand, but deep down, He still has a conscience. He's not an unfeeling thing like both of you. You 2 are so fucking determined to send him to some unknown strangers. Don't you all know how to empathize with him? He's bound to be feeling damn scared, damn unhappy, damn perplexed right now. He doesn't understand why he had been ditched by us. & worst of all, he's facing these all by himself right now. He's alone. Do you 2 like to be abandoned by the only ones whom you know? Do you 2 want to be dumped by the ones who you trust and love the most? You 2 unfeeling motherfuckers. You all said " By the time we moved into the new house, you've to give happy away." What's the problem now? Have we moved house? Have we left this house? NO. Why are you all contridicting yourselves? What the hell is wrong with you 2? WHY ARE YOU ALL SO FUCKING EAGER TO SEND POOR HAPPY AWAY? What makes me even more FUCKEDUP, PISSED WITH YOU ALL IS THAT YOU, THIS MOTHERFUCKER, TRIED TO SELL HAPPY AWAY TO THE FUCKING PET SHOP YESTERDAY EVEN THOUGH I TOLD YOU THAT I'VE ALREADY FOUND A NEW OWNER FOR HIM. YOU ARE JUST A FUCKING UNFEELING EYESORE. Why do you fuckingly need to go to that fucking extend? Is happy so detestable that you want him out of your sight ASAP? Knnccb. Majority of the family do not want happy to go. You 2 are merely the minority who wants him to go. You 2 lose. We win. Yet, we still have to listen to you both and get rid of poor happy. You all ought to know what's the feeling of being abandoned by your loved ones. Maybe next time I can let you 2 have a taste of it, wanna try? Hah. Then you all will know what Happy is experiencing right now. Afterthat, passing happy to kg's sister, you said you want her hp num. so that you can contact her to find out how Happy was doing. MY FOOT. So fucking eager to send happy away, & you claim you still feel for happy. YA RIGHT. You know what? If I can make a decision, I rather stay in this old house with happy than to move into the new apartment with you 2. If possible, I rather not stay under the same roof as both of you, especially the man. Do you know, that everyone's upset with you 2? Yes, You all surely know. We're like ignoring you all, giving you all the cold attitude and blackfaces. How do you like the taste of it? Do you savour every minute we are hating you? Hah. I think so. Because you all want that dog to be gotten rid off.
I really resent my parents more than anything. To the core.
Why are you 2 like that? Why?
Heartless, Unfeeling, Cruel, Cold-blooded, Hardened, Inhuman, Pitiless, Uncaring, Uncompassionate, Unemotional, Unsympathetic, Merciless.
Unyielding, Stubborn, Bull-headed, Firm, Headstrong, Adamant, Single-minded, Unreasonable.
You 2, just simply have a heart that's made of Iron.
Hard. Cold. Inflexible.
You all simply just suck. Chasing a helpless dog away, not giving him more time to stay with us, insisting on your ways, thinking you're so almighty&big-shot? Omg, whatthefuck. You both are so so so not!
Cheebye, come to think of it. Happy's been staying under the same roof as you all for more than a year, & don't tell me both of you didn't develop a single bit of feelings for him? WHY ARE BOTH OF YOU SO BENT ON MAKING HIM LEAVE? You 2 just don't know a single shit about empathizing & being responsible & respectful to others huh? Happy's been leaving with us for his whole life since he's 2 mths old. Now, He's 1yrs+ old. He only know & have us. He doesn't know anyone else. He trusts us. Though he's really getting out-of-hand, but deep down, He still has a conscience. He's not an unfeeling thing like both of you. You 2 are so fucking determined to send him to some unknown strangers. Don't you all know how to empathize with him? He's bound to be feeling damn scared, damn unhappy, damn perplexed right now. He doesn't understand why he had been ditched by us. & worst of all, he's facing these all by himself right now. He's alone. Do you 2 like to be abandoned by the only ones whom you know? Do you 2 want to be dumped by the ones who you trust and love the most? You 2 unfeeling motherfuckers. You all said " By the time we moved into the new house, you've to give happy away." What's the problem now? Have we moved house? Have we left this house? NO. Why are you all contridicting yourselves? What the hell is wrong with you 2? WHY ARE YOU ALL SO FUCKING EAGER TO SEND POOR HAPPY AWAY? What makes me even more FUCKEDUP, PISSED WITH YOU ALL IS THAT YOU, THIS MOTHERFUCKER, TRIED TO SELL HAPPY AWAY TO THE FUCKING PET SHOP YESTERDAY EVEN THOUGH I TOLD YOU THAT I'VE ALREADY FOUND A NEW OWNER FOR HIM. YOU ARE JUST A FUCKING UNFEELING EYESORE. Why do you fuckingly need to go to that fucking extend? Is happy so detestable that you want him out of your sight ASAP? Knnccb. Majority of the family do not want happy to go. You 2 are merely the minority who wants him to go. You 2 lose. We win. Yet, we still have to listen to you both and get rid of poor happy. You all ought to know what's the feeling of being abandoned by your loved ones. Maybe next time I can let you 2 have a taste of it, wanna try? Hah. Then you all will know what Happy is experiencing right now. Afterthat, passing happy to kg's sister, you said you want her hp num. so that you can contact her to find out how Happy was doing. MY FOOT. So fucking eager to send happy away, & you claim you still feel for happy. YA RIGHT. You know what? If I can make a decision, I rather stay in this old house with happy than to move into the new apartment with you 2. If possible, I rather not stay under the same roof as both of you, especially the man. Do you know, that everyone's upset with you 2? Yes, You all surely know. We're like ignoring you all, giving you all the cold attitude and blackfaces. How do you like the taste of it? Do you savour every minute we are hating you? Hah. I think so. Because you all want that dog to be gotten rid off.
I'm just so fucking envious of families who are happy. Parents who dote on their children. Parents who accept having domestic pets. Parents who encourage children to be pet-lovers. You 2 are fuckingly not the kind of parents who I desire for. I seriously don't feel blessed to be in this family.
We don't even go on holidays much.
We don't even have some kind of activity to bond.
The fucking male eyesore is just so fucking busy with his work. I don't even fucking see his shadow like almost everyday?
Yaya, not like I wanna bond with you 2. But I think I rather not.
You 2 characters just suck to the core. Thinking of doing these with you all just turns me off. Yuck. I rather spend my time mugging for O levels.
Argh whatever. Suckers.
I just miss Happy. I wonder what is he doing now.
I hope the new owner can't handle him & gives us back.
Most importantly, I hope he has calmed down, & miss us.
If he's coming back, I hope he'll also be more guai.
I really miss Happy. :/
I HATE YOU 2
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Monday, April 20, 2009
]:
I am so dead.
I can't cope with my studies.
I hope a miracle happens, pretty please.
Jiayou, Yulin (:
Oh, there's something else bothering me too.
I... feel quite... zzzzzzzz.
But I'd better know everything first before pointing an accusing finger to .....
}:
Literature, Biology, Chemistry, Chinese, English, Mathematics, Geography, Socials Studies, POA.
T_T
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I can't cope with my studies.
I hope a miracle happens, pretty please.
Jiayou, Yulin (:
Oh, there's something else bothering me too.
I... feel quite... zzzzzzzz.
But I'd better know everything first before pointing an accusing finger to .....
}:
Literature, Biology, Chemistry, Chinese, English, Mathematics, Geography, Socials Studies, POA.
T_T
o9o2o9♥.
Something that is worth being happy for (:
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
Worrying
I think everyone ought to be hygienic.
Especially those who are selling food to others. It's unworthy to cause others food poisoning & it can be avoided. Just by not being hygienic and mindful of your surroundings, you're actually causing people to suffer. If serious, one may die. Just like how Indian Rojak had cost the lifes of 2, & inflicted other problems to other people.
Yea, afterall, humans do make mistakes, we need to learn to empathize with them & understand that they did not have the intention of causing food poisioning. However, this could be avoided. So, please, just mind your hygiene okay?
Get well soon baby.
I'm really very worried for all sorts of examinations right now.
How I wish time would just freeze right now. Then I can have eternality to study finish everything that I need to. & I wanna blog out my frustrations towards that man living under the same roof as me again.
Wtf is your problem? Everytime Happy does a small mistake, you shout for me, "Yulin!", before I hear heavy footsteps rushing up the stairs, as always. Loser. Yea, you open the door, rush to my bedside and start ranting, "%$#^$%". I ignore you. Your blood presure rises, and you start scolding even louder. Realizing you could not get me to answer you, you resorted to hitting me. You motherfucking loser. Yes, I just savour every moment as your irritability level rose. You made me happy that way. Hahahaha, thankyou, because of you, I can train my endurance level. Oh, I think Imma turning sadistic...... But that's only towards you :D.
Heard that you're thinking of ways to kill the dog. Ohhh you know what? If you really kill the dog, you'd turn into a murderer. Andand, I can report you to the police, right? :o , Are you sure you wanna me do that?
One word for you. Sucker. Hahaha. ¶ 3:03 PM 0 Comments
Especially those who are selling food to others. It's unworthy to cause others food poisoning & it can be avoided. Just by not being hygienic and mindful of your surroundings, you're actually causing people to suffer. If serious, one may die. Just like how Indian Rojak had cost the lifes of 2, & inflicted other problems to other people.
Yea, afterall, humans do make mistakes, we need to learn to empathize with them & understand that they did not have the intention of causing food poisioning. However, this could be avoided. So, please, just mind your hygiene okay?
Get well soon baby.
I'm really very worried for all sorts of examinations right now.
How I wish time would just freeze right now. Then I can have eternality to study finish everything that I need to. & I wanna blog out my frustrations towards that man living under the same roof as me again.
Wtf is your problem? Everytime Happy does a small mistake, you shout for me, "Yulin!", before I hear heavy footsteps rushing up the stairs, as always. Loser. Yea, you open the door, rush to my bedside and start ranting, "%$#^$%". I ignore you. Your blood presure rises, and you start scolding even louder. Realizing you could not get me to answer you, you resorted to hitting me. You motherfucking loser. Yes, I just savour every moment as your irritability level rose. You made me happy that way. Hahahaha, thankyou, because of you, I can train my endurance level. Oh, I think Imma turning sadistic...... But that's only towards you :D.
Heard that you're thinking of ways to kill the dog. Ohhh you know what? If you really kill the dog, you'd turn into a murderer. Andand, I can report you to the police, right? :o , Are you sure you wanna me do that?
One word for you. Sucker. Hahaha. ¶ 3:03 PM 0 Comments
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Tension
Omg, the Online Research Geography is so damn hard (?)
How to do? Read t question thrice also don't understand what the fuck they wan.
Screw Geog!
>:( , I'm so not gonna do it.
Please-- don't appear in examination questions okay?
Wa, & I'm super pissed with the man in the family. Wtf, desktop spoil so long, know so long ago, yet nothing is done to fix the fucking problem. How am I going to do other assignments in future? Keep borrowing laptop? Huh!? Wtfffffff, I veh pissed. VERY............... ! Okay *zip.
Today, went school for extra chinese lesson. We practised Chi Oral.
Okay, verdict: I'm sosososo nervous about my upcoming Oral examination okay? Wtf! I just can't seem to converse well, can't seem to form my sentences well, can't string all my points together, & after saying many things, I realize I missed out some pointers & It's not appropriate say it cos it won't be fluent anymore. Moreover, I keep pausing, "err-ing", and had a bad time trying to focus on what Imma thinking cos other people are constantly mumbling too, like zzzzzzzzzz beess~
Imma so gonna fail it. >:( !!!!!!!!!!!
MYEs are coming soooooooooooon, and I'm totally unprepared for it. Fuck examinations. Fuck assignments. Fuck life }:
Okay, I think Imma writing alot of nonsense. *zip.
Hv t stop here, & start for MYEs revision.
Sayonara~
How to do? Read t question thrice also don't understand what the fuck they wan.
Screw Geog!
>:( , I'm so not gonna do it.
Please-- don't appear in examination questions okay?
Wa, & I'm super pissed with the man in the family. Wtf, desktop spoil so long, know so long ago, yet nothing is done to fix the fucking problem. How am I going to do other assignments in future? Keep borrowing laptop? Huh!? Wtfffffff, I veh pissed. VERY............... ! Okay *zip.
Today, went school for extra chinese lesson. We practised Chi Oral.
Okay, verdict: I'm sosososo nervous about my upcoming Oral examination okay? Wtf! I just can't seem to converse well, can't seem to form my sentences well, can't string all my points together, & after saying many things, I realize I missed out some pointers & It's not appropriate say it cos it won't be fluent anymore. Moreover, I keep pausing, "err-ing", and had a bad time trying to focus on what Imma thinking cos other people are constantly mumbling too, like zzzzzzzzzz beess~
Imma so gonna fail it. >:( !!!!!!!!!!!
MYEs are coming soooooooooooon, and I'm totally unprepared for it. Fuck examinations. Fuck assignments. Fuck life }:
Okay, I think Imma writing alot of nonsense. *zip.
Hv t stop here, & start for MYEs revision.
Sayonara~
White horse.
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Friday, April 17, 2009
Pleasure
Do you know how much pleasure I got just from ignoring whatever you?
Hah, you're still doing things that I hate : T-h-r-e-a-t-e-n-i-n-g me.
Wtf? Happy's not your dog. But mine&Eileen's. Please, for goodness sake, stop threatening me about putting Happy up for adoption. Cos you don't have any rights to. Not a single drop of it! (:
Wow, & sure, I derived even more pleasure and a sense of accomplishment when I just walked out of the house, not replying whatever you said.
Hahaha, L.
Anyw, today schooled as usual.
We watched the pregnancy thing during Bio lesson. Omg.
It's very amazing how a baby is formed. Really made me feel like having a baby. But when MrsPhua forwarded it t the giving birth part, omg. I was really terrified. It looks so painful. Omg, the mother's cb like want to burst liao loh. The whole class was practically screaming&squirming. -.- Damn O-M-G.
After that part, wa. I dono why my tears ownself come out -.- . Really felt the pain for the mother. }: I'm v scared to give birth next time.
Okay. Then I went minimart go buy snacks, I see the ladyboss with a big belly again -.- I really felt like asking her : Wa, you not scared of the pain mey?
But didn't. Lol. Yup, then I came home, took a super long shower.
Don't know what baby doing now. Never reply me for so long. >:( !
Logged online, actually wanted to see Geog assignment need to do what, but -.- haven upload into the acadamic portal. Wtf, I really don't think I can complete it over the wkends, considering we've Lit assignment to complete too. -.-
I really hate it when the school teachers dump so many knnccb assignments to us when the Exams are coming. Like hello? We need to study.
It always happens & It pisses me off like fk.
& I really can't seem to understand my combined Humanities, esp SS. I'm so gonna fail it manzx.
Okay, I better stop being a complain queen & start my revision.
*Grumbles to myself.
Hah, you're still doing things that I hate : T-h-r-e-a-t-e-n-i-n-g me.
Wtf? Happy's not your dog. But mine&Eileen's. Please, for goodness sake, stop threatening me about putting Happy up for adoption. Cos you don't have any rights to. Not a single drop of it! (:
Wow, & sure, I derived even more pleasure and a sense of accomplishment when I just walked out of the house, not replying whatever you said.
Hahaha, L.
Anyw, today schooled as usual.
We watched the pregnancy thing during Bio lesson. Omg.
It's very amazing how a baby is formed. Really made me feel like having a baby. But when MrsPhua forwarded it t the giving birth part, omg. I was really terrified. It looks so painful. Omg, the mother's cb like want to burst liao loh. The whole class was practically screaming&squirming. -.- Damn O-M-G.
After that part, wa. I dono why my tears ownself come out -.- . Really felt the pain for the mother. }: I'm v scared to give birth next time.
Okay. Then I went minimart go buy snacks, I see the ladyboss with a big belly again -.- I really felt like asking her : Wa, you not scared of the pain mey?
But didn't. Lol. Yup, then I came home, took a super long shower.
Don't know what baby doing now. Never reply me for so long. >:( !
Logged online, actually wanted to see Geog assignment need to do what, but -.- haven upload into the acadamic portal. Wtf, I really don't think I can complete it over the wkends, considering we've Lit assignment to complete too. -.-
I really hate it when the school teachers dump so many knnccb assignments to us when the Exams are coming. Like hello? We need to study.
It always happens & It pisses me off like fk.
& I really can't seem to understand my combined Humanities, esp SS. I'm so gonna fail it manzx.
Okay, I better stop being a complain queen & start my revision.
*Grumbles to myself.
DKRM. WHERE ARE YOU?! >:(
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
Ups & Downs
Yesterday
Had Science practical exam yesterday.
That's a sure goner. -.- Fuck.
Why I do so many times, but all don't have 'pop' sound? -.- ..........
Forget it. I don't wanna think about it anymore. Just hope it doesn't happen during Olvls. If not I go die can alrdy ]:
Today, had my Napfa test. Completed it. *Happy :D
Ran 2.4km -.- . Heng the weather was favourable.
I almost gave up on the 9th round,10th round. -.- Cos really too tired. Then I kept thinking : Nono, I cannot waste the previous rounds I ran & I don't want to run again. Chang tong bu ru duan tong right? LOL then I pushed myself -.-. Everytime I start walking, after 1-2 seconds, I will think : Nono, cannot. Later I fail by a bit very ke xi. Then I start jogging again. Though how tired I really was -.- ! Managed to complete it. Weets. But 17.39min, not v good. LOL. Bronze liao loh.
Aft the run, my nose really just felt like dropping out. V pain -.-. And I dono why these few times after I do physical exercise, my stomach will feel pain. Like cramps. :/ I think my body sot liaos.
Okay. Then had the 5 items in the afternoon. Yup. Passed all. But 1 deproved. }: My shuttle run.
& MYEs are only days away. I need t go study some things liao!
Toodles ~ (:
Sorry.
Had Science practical exam yesterday.
That's a sure goner. -.- Fuck.
Why I do so many times, but all don't have 'pop' sound? -.- ..........
Forget it. I don't wanna think about it anymore. Just hope it doesn't happen during Olvls. If not I go die can alrdy ]:
Today, had my Napfa test. Completed it. *Happy :D
Ran 2.4km -.- . Heng the weather was favourable.
I almost gave up on the 9th round,10th round. -.- Cos really too tired. Then I kept thinking : Nono, I cannot waste the previous rounds I ran & I don't want to run again. Chang tong bu ru duan tong right? LOL then I pushed myself -.-. Everytime I start walking, after 1-2 seconds, I will think : Nono, cannot. Later I fail by a bit very ke xi. Then I start jogging again. Though how tired I really was -.- ! Managed to complete it. Weets. But 17.39min, not v good. LOL. Bronze liao loh.
Aft the run, my nose really just felt like dropping out. V pain -.-. And I dono why these few times after I do physical exercise, my stomach will feel pain. Like cramps. :/ I think my body sot liaos.
Okay. Then had the 5 items in the afternoon. Yup. Passed all. But 1 deproved. }: My shuttle run.
& MYEs are only days away. I need t go study some things liao!
Toodles ~ (:
Sorry.
♥DKRM (:
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Schooled,
Started off quite ... My mummy reminded me that my daddy wanted t deduct my allowance. Really got pissed & I just gave her a fk answer & rushed t school.
Had lessons as per normal, & thinking about it now, My MYEs start in like 2 wks? -.- How to study everything from last yr? GG.
Race against time. But Im not in the study mood right now }:
All day, Imma thinking 'bout what that idiot threatened me. All day, Imma thinking how I can get back at him. Thought abt finding a job, running away from home, fainting for him t see (Cos he deduct till so lil) -.- . But when I think of the consequences, I rather not do these. Rather stupid. I don't want to this matter t just affect my studies & get into more trouble wif mayb the school? Moreover, I just can't seem to stop myself from eating. If not I alr v skinny le ! }:
Argh. Hate! Anger!
Came home, slept till now.
Anyways, I gtg. Sister is back, & I needa study fr tml's practical exam. ]:
Wish me luck! (:
Started off quite ... My mummy reminded me that my daddy wanted t deduct my allowance. Really got pissed & I just gave her a fk answer & rushed t school.
Had lessons as per normal, & thinking about it now, My MYEs start in like 2 wks? -.- How to study everything from last yr? GG.
Race against time. But Im not in the study mood right now }:
All day, Imma thinking 'bout what that idiot threatened me. All day, Imma thinking how I can get back at him. Thought abt finding a job, running away from home, fainting for him t see (Cos he deduct till so lil) -.- . But when I think of the consequences, I rather not do these. Rather stupid. I don't want to this matter t just affect my studies & get into more trouble wif mayb the school? Moreover, I just can't seem to stop myself from eating. If not I alr v skinny le ! }:
Argh. Hate! Anger!
Came home, slept till now.
Anyways, I gtg. Sister is back, & I needa study fr tml's practical exam. ]:
Wish me luck! (:
♥Forgetful DKRM :x!
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Monday, April 13, 2009
Infuriated
What's the fucking problem with you?!?!?!
Knnccb.
It's not like I don't have limits.
Wo zi you fen cun.
I have my own aims in life too. I will control myself. I won't just play too much&neglect my studies. Fuck you. Go out, Also need to care. Worst of all, it's only like 10pm? AND YOU START SPAM CALLING ME LIKE FUCK!
Continuously. Keep calling. Fan bu fan ah ni?!
Yah lah. I know you got new phone lah. Need to be so excited & use this "Call" function? NEED PRESS HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES? YOU FUCKINGLY TELL ME!
Importantly, I went out today wanting to replace my spoilt slippers. Though I did not manage to find one that I like, but I had bought a Biology assessment book for myself. It's not like Imma going out to do fucking unproductive things right? Fuck you.
I seriously can't take you. Why are you so so so so fuckingly possessive? Freakingfuckingpuck!
I just can't find any other words to reply 'fuck' for you manzx.
I mean, you seriously don't seem like my blood father okay? You are damn fucking distant to me. We exchange like less than 10 sentences a day?! There's even days I don't even talk to you. Or I don't even see you! Who are you? Really.
Spam call spam call. Really gets my blood boiling. Control. I'm your dog? I'm your property?!
I'm also a human. Fuck you. Just within 10 min. You could send 1 msg like every 2 min.
Saying you instructed mum t deduct my allowance with "IMMEDIATE EFFECT" as quoted, & that Imma grounded till O lvls? Seriously, what fuck are you talking about? WHAT?! I REALLY FEEL LIKE JUST STARVING MYSELF, LET YOU REGRET LAH . FKKK! But I love my body. I won't do that just becos of YOU!
Then, next msg. You asked me whr exactly I'm when I had alr told you Imma on the bus several minutes ago. Are you suffering from severe dementia? Acting fuckingly stupid? ACT CUTE?. -.- Wtf. You're not.
2 min ltr, sent "ANSWER ME NOW - Where are you?" .
Nabei. I never even feel the vibrations for all lah. Only read it while I was walking towards the fucking doorstep. I really just felt like spamming vulgurities on my reply to you. But I showed you some respect okay. Cbcbcbcbcb!
Instruct my mom? You think she's your dog? Yah lah, I know all the money that I use comes from you. Next time I will slowly pay you back one. _l_!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY CAN'T YOU BE LIKE OTHER FATHERS? WANT THEIR CHILDREN T BE HAPPY? ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS ONLY STUDIES&STUDIES ALONE?! I KNOW. I ALSO THINK STUDIES IS IMPT, BUT I THINK BE HAPPY, IS THE MOST IMPT!
FUCKKKKKK I'M REALLY PISSED.
I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE GETTING BACK AT YOU OKAY.
NB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Forget it .
Moving on to today....
Went t amk, met love. Walked arnd, wanted t shop for my shoes, but couldn't find nice de. Then bought bio assessment book, movie tickets & went t the park to slack awhile. He said something that make me happy! :} . Then went t watch 'School days with a pig'. I don't really think the show is v nice. Too much of those debating talks. Ya, hear le also sian. &, the ending really sucked -.- ! Somewhat incomplete ley. I don't like. But the male teacher really shuai lah. hahas, & love said one of t girls inside look like me . LOL! Before that, I was still thinking that that girl look quite pretty . :x Hahas!
Okay. Then love sent me home. Mood fuckedup by tat _ _!. -.-
Ohoh, & Love asked me to blog about this . LOL, he want haolian liao :x.
On sunday...... He helped me *fix* my psp problem. YAH LAH. PRO LAH PRO LAH :p
THANK YOU LAH !
Hahahahs. & He gave me a new name : Fat-tard -.- . Cos I'm fat. Wlao eh, he no console me, sae I not fat all that. Still alwiz agree wif me whenever I zi bei. Then gif me this name -.- . Not gentlemanly! }: .
I'm veh sad! }: }: }: !
& anyway, today is a pissifying+suay day for me &love. -.- Sth happen. Yaya, & yaya. -.-
I think we v fated. Hahah, always pissifying/suay day at the same day one.
Ya. My blog is really a venting machine for me siol. :/ ! Anyway, last but not least, I really hope that my 'father' will move house soon. Let me stay in this house. I rather not be under t same roof as him lah. -.- Okay. It's getting late & I have t go t sleep. Goodnight everyone :}
{Edit}
Oh ya, I just rmb I wanted t blog abt this. Yesterday stupid love make me laugh till stomach cramp. LOL! My slipper spoil. Then he help me wear the spoilt one. HAHAHA. Damn joke. Drag feet fast fast and actions v vigorous. HA! I was practically laughing throughout, stopping occassionally cos my stomach too pain. LOL!
&I just realize my music-.- All the 30 sec thing. When I'm free then I go make :} .
&& I hope tt tml will be a better day for all of us, as well as all the days ahead! :)
{/Edit}
Knnccb.
It's not like I don't have limits.
Wo zi you fen cun.
I have my own aims in life too. I will control myself. I won't just play too much&neglect my studies. Fuck you. Go out, Also need to care. Worst of all, it's only like 10pm? AND YOU START SPAM CALLING ME LIKE FUCK!
Continuously. Keep calling. Fan bu fan ah ni?!
Yah lah. I know you got new phone lah. Need to be so excited & use this "Call" function? NEED PRESS HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES? YOU FUCKINGLY TELL ME!
Importantly, I went out today wanting to replace my spoilt slippers. Though I did not manage to find one that I like, but I had bought a Biology assessment book for myself. It's not like Imma going out to do fucking unproductive things right? Fuck you.
I seriously can't take you. Why are you so so so so fuckingly possessive? Freakingfuckingpuck!
I just can't find any other words to reply 'fuck' for you manzx.
I mean, you seriously don't seem like my blood father okay? You are damn fucking distant to me. We exchange like less than 10 sentences a day?! There's even days I don't even talk to you. Or I don't even see you! Who are you? Really.
Spam call spam call. Really gets my blood boiling. Control. I'm your dog? I'm your property?!
I'm also a human. Fuck you. Just within 10 min. You could send 1 msg like every 2 min.
Saying you instructed mum t deduct my allowance with "IMMEDIATE EFFECT" as quoted, & that Imma grounded till O lvls? Seriously, what fuck are you talking about? WHAT?! I REALLY FEEL LIKE JUST STARVING MYSELF, LET YOU REGRET LAH . FKKK! But I love my body. I won't do that just becos of YOU!
Then, next msg. You asked me whr exactly I'm when I had alr told you Imma on the bus several minutes ago. Are you suffering from severe dementia? Acting fuckingly stupid? ACT CUTE?. -.- Wtf. You're not.
2 min ltr, sent "ANSWER ME NOW - Where are you?" .
Nabei. I never even feel the vibrations for all lah. Only read it while I was walking towards the fucking doorstep. I really just felt like spamming vulgurities on my reply to you. But I showed you some respect okay. Cbcbcbcbcb!
Instruct my mom? You think she's your dog? Yah lah, I know all the money that I use comes from you. Next time I will slowly pay you back one. _l_!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY CAN'T YOU BE LIKE OTHER FATHERS? WANT THEIR CHILDREN T BE HAPPY? ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS ONLY STUDIES&STUDIES ALONE?! I KNOW. I ALSO THINK STUDIES IS IMPT, BUT I THINK BE HAPPY, IS THE MOST IMPT!
FUCKKKKKK I'M REALLY PISSED.
I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE GETTING BACK AT YOU OKAY.
NB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Forget it .
Moving on to today....
Went t amk, met love. Walked arnd, wanted t shop for my shoes, but couldn't find nice de. Then bought bio assessment book, movie tickets & went t the park to slack awhile. He said something that make me happy! :} . Then went t watch 'School days with a pig'. I don't really think the show is v nice. Too much of those debating talks. Ya, hear le also sian. &, the ending really sucked -.- ! Somewhat incomplete ley. I don't like. But the male teacher really shuai lah. hahas, & love said one of t girls inside look like me . LOL! Before that, I was still thinking that that girl look quite pretty . :x Hahas!
Okay. Then love sent me home. Mood fuckedup by tat _ _!. -.-
Ohoh, & Love asked me to blog about this . LOL, he want haolian liao :x.
On sunday...... He helped me *fix* my psp problem. YAH LAH. PRO LAH PRO LAH :p
THANK YOU LAH !
Hahahahs. & He gave me a new name : Fat-tard -.- . Cos I'm fat. Wlao eh, he no console me, sae I not fat all that. Still alwiz agree wif me whenever I zi bei. Then gif me this name -.- . Not gentlemanly! }: .
I'm veh sad! }: }: }: !
& anyway, today is a pissifying+suay day for me &love. -.- Sth happen. Yaya, & yaya. -.-
I think we v fated. Hahah, always pissifying/suay day at the same day one.
Ya. My blog is really a venting machine for me siol. :/ ! Anyway, last but not least, I really hope that my 'father' will move house soon. Let me stay in this house. I rather not be under t same roof as him lah. -.- Okay. It's getting late & I have t go t sleep. Goodnight everyone :}
{Edit}
Oh ya, I just rmb I wanted t blog abt this. Yesterday stupid love make me laugh till stomach cramp. LOL! My slipper spoil. Then he help me wear the spoilt one. HAHAHA. Damn joke. Drag feet fast fast and actions v vigorous. HA! I was practically laughing throughout, stopping occassionally cos my stomach too pain. LOL!
&I just realize my music-.- All the 30 sec thing. When I'm free then I go make :} .
&& I hope tt tml will be a better day for all of us, as well as all the days ahead! :)
{/Edit}
Dkrm Is Loved :)
The roots are getting deeper&deeper each day ;
o9o2o9 ! Hehehe.
Labels: I hate you
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
Yesterday
Went out with baby to Amk, caught "Handsome Suit" wif him.
Almost couldn't make it. When reach Amk hub, was quite shocked to see the ticketting place so crowded.
We decided to check Eng Wah out, & decided to watch it there. Missed abt 2-3 min of the show.
& Wah! Inside the cinema really no people one loh. Is like + us, only 5% of the whole theatre is occupied. Haas.
Anyway, the show... Quite funny, but a lil too kua zhang. Whether it's when he's fat or when he's (Handsome). Everything too kua zhang. Hahas.
& I don't even think he's handsome loh -.- HAHA. But the girls are really pretty. ): Slimslim one somemore. See le also zi bei.
Lol!
After the show, ate at mac's, then he sent me home :D .
Eee, then he tell me sth while we smsing. HAHA. Funny&erxin. HAHAH. okay :x
Later he's coming to find me again :D
Happy. But I just rmb I've to study for chinese. D: .
Argh. I better get going after I uploaded songs unto my blog! :/ ¶ 1:14 PM 0 Comments
Went out with baby to Amk, caught "Handsome Suit" wif him.
Almost couldn't make it. When reach Amk hub, was quite shocked to see the ticketting place so crowded.
We decided to check Eng Wah out, & decided to watch it there. Missed abt 2-3 min of the show.
& Wah! Inside the cinema really no people one loh. Is like + us, only 5% of the whole theatre is occupied. Haas.
Anyway, the show... Quite funny, but a lil too kua zhang. Whether it's when he's fat or when he's (Handsome). Everything too kua zhang. Hahas.
& I don't even think he's handsome loh -.- HAHA. But the girls are really pretty. ): Slimslim one somemore. See le also zi bei.
Lol!
After the show, ate at mac's, then he sent me home :D .
Eee, then he tell me sth while we smsing. HAHA. Funny&erxin. HAHAH. okay :x
Later he's coming to find me again :D
Happy. But I just rmb I've to study for chinese. D: .
Argh. I better get going after I uploaded songs unto my blog! :/ ¶ 1:14 PM 0 Comments
Friday, April 10, 2009
Tears of fury
Let down.
What's wrng wif me ? Had been really emotional these past few days. Brooding over stuff, getting stressed&depressed over stuff, & irritated over a slightest thing. Often, I find tears welling up within my eyes involuntarily. I hate this feeling. Really. The same thing happened t me yesterday again, before dozing off, my mind was rather preoccupied & I really feel like draining all my tears out. How I wish there's someone whom I can really pour out what I'm thinking.
Slept for arnd 14 hours, but when I was having tuition, I felt that my brain couldn't function well. It just felt so tired. As my teacher taught, I couldn't do anything but just stare at the paper blankly, & her words just came in & out from my ears. Then I'll go "Huh?" . I tried to read the question. But the effort is futile. I just can't seem to grasp what the question wants. Everything just doesn't make sense.
Attempting one simple question of Trigo-Bearings, I took around 10 minutes to solve it? & The answer was wrg due to my carelessness.
I had more than enough sleep. But why was my brain still so tired? It's tired to study. But if I think about stuff, it's not tired.
......
I ain't going out anymore. I'm not gonna prawn today.
Initially, I was really looking forward to going to prawn. I really missed it much.
But upon recieving one sms, my mood took the toll.
Yeahyeah, they eat. I dont eat. Told my maid not to cook for me. Why? Cos I wanted to go out with u all. Then? ....
And yep, wasn't long till tears welled up again. Fuck.
This time, I didn't bother to control it.
I don't want to listen to the small voice in my mind/heart anymore, that says: I must understand. I must understand. I must understand.
Because. I. Cant. Take. It. Anymore.
I MUST UNDERSTAND
What's wrng wif me ? Had been really emotional these past few days. Brooding over stuff, getting stressed&depressed over stuff, & irritated over a slightest thing. Often, I find tears welling up within my eyes involuntarily. I hate this feeling. Really. The same thing happened t me yesterday again, before dozing off, my mind was rather preoccupied & I really feel like draining all my tears out. How I wish there's someone whom I can really pour out what I'm thinking.
Slept for arnd 14 hours, but when I was having tuition, I felt that my brain couldn't function well. It just felt so tired. As my teacher taught, I couldn't do anything but just stare at the paper blankly, & her words just came in & out from my ears. Then I'll go "Huh?" . I tried to read the question. But the effort is futile. I just can't seem to grasp what the question wants. Everything just doesn't make sense.
Attempting one simple question of Trigo-Bearings, I took around 10 minutes to solve it? & The answer was wrg due to my carelessness.
I had more than enough sleep. But why was my brain still so tired? It's tired to study. But if I think about stuff, it's not tired.
......
I ain't going out anymore. I'm not gonna prawn today.
Initially, I was really looking forward to going to prawn. I really missed it much.
But upon recieving one sms, my mood took the toll.
Yeahyeah, they eat. I dont eat. Told my maid not to cook for me. Why? Cos I wanted to go out with u all. Then? ....
And yep, wasn't long till tears welled up again. Fuck.
This time, I didn't bother to control it.
I don't want to listen to the small voice in my mind/heart anymore, that says: I must understand. I must understand. I must understand.
Because. I. Cant. Take. It. Anymore.
Labels: Breaking down
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Thursday, April 9, 2009
:/
o9o4o9
Iloveyou(:
Schooled, ahgong sent me to school on this special date (:
Yah, I'm pissed: I don't have my share of the chinese newspaper. Ma de. Some cbk, go kpo, take all the newspapers, then take one part of it to go recycle, make everything so fucking nbcb messy, I don't even know whr the fucking newspapers are. Then, today I ask G, she revealed to me that everytime, our class is short of one newspapers. And this wk's unlucky person is me. Motherfucker.
Chinese newspapers are very important okay? What if the topic come out fr O lvls? Then I don't have a single clue about it. Now, I need to go borrow & photostack le. Fuckedup sial.
My irritance lvl is seriously damn high these days. Anything that can irritate me slightly, I really can just feel fkedup the whole day. SO, DON'T IRRITATE ME!
Argh. Anyways, attended CCA today, finally, after like few wks of nt attending. Yup, sec 4 farewell. I'm finally free from the jaws of this damn CCA luhs. Eat until my stomach want to burst, Seriously damn full. Yup, ------& my sis is home, i need to return her the laptop. BYE ;]
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Irritance
Didn't borrow sis' laptop for a long time, therefore didn't blog for a looong time. I miss it.
Of cos, I want to vent out my anger lest I get crazy.
WARNING ;
THE CONTENT BELOW IS BORING & IS ALL ABOUT COMPLAINS WITH VULGURITIES ACCOMPANYING IT.
TODAY,
Woke up at 7am, then some fuck thing happen.
Steal my toilet. Wtf. Ownself paste a note on the toilet door say tt u're using t toilet every wed, 6.30 am.
Please lah. Wake up at 7 am, then come snatch toilet from me. Insist on having your way. ALWAYS.
If you've woke up at 6.30, by--------
OKAY. Typing this make me bloody pissed off. My psp just have to add oil to fire, KIP GOT PROBLEM. CANT START GAME. KNNCCB!
Okay. Continue first, then by 7am, you'd have be done. Ownself never wake up early, still hai me cannot bathe. Fuck lah. Last time i wake up early, you also say me then i've to let you to the toilet. Fuck FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. REALLY VERY PISSED. NABEI. NEXT TIME WAKE UP AT 630.IF NOT I'M JUST NOT GONNA CARE. I SWEAR AH, I WONT LET YOU NEXT TIME.
............................................
OKAY. next.
Wtf is wrong with my psp?! WHAT?
I think i ai sou ai jiao, go explore function. Go download wad internet radio. Then dono what happen. I sudd got the urge to play harvest moon again. Then i go start the game, can load till the "load game" part. THen I press, the fucking screen turns black, && it restarts. NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TRY, IT'S STILL THE SAME. MOTHERFUCKER x123532534573798432 times lah. Restore to default, cannot. NOW I TRY TO REFORMAT THE WHOLE MEMORY STICK, ALSO CANNOT PLAY THE FUCKING GAME. CALL YOURSELF INNOCENT? ............ pisser. PISSER. EVERTHING IS SOSOSOSOSO PISSING ME OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!
thinking of the homework i nid to complete ltr, ALSO pull my fuckedup mood down. Stupid lian bi. Write so many compo in 2 days.
I JUST COMPLETED 1 ENG SITUATIONAL WRITING & 1 ZUO WEN YESTERDAY, THEN CHI TEACHER GIVE CHI LIAN BI TO DO, TMR NID TO HAND IN. THEN TODAY WRITE ONE MORE SITUATIONAL WRITING. DON EVEN HAVE TIME TO COMPLETE. THE SCHOOL IS SERIOUSLY .............!!!!! WAN US TO KILL HOW MANY BRAIN CELLS?!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
I only can tink of all the vulgarities to say now.
OHYA. I Sudd rmb too, TMR, got cca. CCA.CCA.CCA.
i just hate the teacher in charge lah.
WTF. This cca, sucks.like.hell.
LEME TELL U Y OKAY?
1. Teachers ............
2. Boring like hell.
3. STILL GOT SPOT CHECK ONE SIOL. CHECK SCH ATTIRE ALL THAT. wtf is their problem......?! Though it wun matter much to me, but They've nothing better to do isit?!
4. TOTALLY A WASTE OF TIME. WE DO UNPRODUCTIVE TINGS! likelike, going supermarket... then dono do wad ppt presentation. [P.S I din do it btw, since i had excuse]. Loser sia. Do this kind of lame shyt.
5. Another pt for ''waste of time''. After greeting teachers, Take attendence, slackslack, BLAH, they use the remaining arnd.... 30 min? TO PLAY GAMES (BONDING THE CCA TGT) -.- .Seriously, whats the fucking pt? After the game, I also don tink that the CCA has bonded. They're just trying to kill time. IF CANT USE WHOLE OF THE TIME, JUST LET US OFF EARLY LAH. LET US GO HOME STUDY-.- . whatthefuckkkk......
Therefore, whenever there's a reason why i can escape CCA, i'm happy manzx. CIP, CLASS RACE... I rather all these.
I guess my attendance for CCA is like... 2/10 or 3/10 like that.?
-.- No suprise when the teacher called my father to kpkb. Still sae wad detention thing. wtf. -.-
Dono how to come find me, call my father. My father for you to anyhow call one isit? -.- He's a busy man lah hor, don come and disturb. wtf.
I was looking forward to april... i thought can step down le. -.- to my dismay, it's till end of this month.
Fuck . AH. Okay. Enough. I shan't type anymore.
GOODBYE. ¶ 3:08 PM 0 Comments
Of cos, I want to vent out my anger lest I get crazy.
WARNING ;
THE CONTENT BELOW IS BORING & IS ALL ABOUT COMPLAINS WITH VULGURITIES ACCOMPANYING IT.
TODAY,
Woke up at 7am, then some fuck thing happen.
Steal my toilet. Wtf. Ownself paste a note on the toilet door say tt u're using t toilet every wed, 6.30 am.
Please lah. Wake up at 7 am, then come snatch toilet from me. Insist on having your way. ALWAYS.
If you've woke up at 6.30, by--------
OKAY. Typing this make me bloody pissed off. My psp just have to add oil to fire, KIP GOT PROBLEM. CANT START GAME. KNNCCB!
Okay. Continue first, then by 7am, you'd have be done. Ownself never wake up early, still hai me cannot bathe. Fuck lah. Last time i wake up early, you also say me then i've to let you to the toilet. Fuck FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. REALLY VERY PISSED. NABEI. NEXT TIME WAKE UP AT 630.IF NOT I'M JUST NOT GONNA CARE. I SWEAR AH, I WONT LET YOU NEXT TIME.
............................................
OKAY. next.
Wtf is wrong with my psp?! WHAT?
I think i ai sou ai jiao, go explore function. Go download wad internet radio. Then dono what happen. I sudd got the urge to play harvest moon again. Then i go start the game, can load till the "load game" part. THen I press, the fucking screen turns black, && it restarts. NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TRY, IT'S STILL THE SAME. MOTHERFUCKER x123532534573798432 times lah. Restore to default, cannot. NOW I TRY TO REFORMAT THE WHOLE MEMORY STICK, ALSO CANNOT PLAY THE FUCKING GAME. CALL YOURSELF INNOCENT? ............ pisser. PISSER. EVERTHING IS SOSOSOSOSO PISSING ME OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!
thinking of the homework i nid to complete ltr, ALSO pull my fuckedup mood down. Stupid lian bi. Write so many compo in 2 days.
I JUST COMPLETED 1 ENG SITUATIONAL WRITING & 1 ZUO WEN YESTERDAY, THEN CHI TEACHER GIVE CHI LIAN BI TO DO, TMR NID TO HAND IN. THEN TODAY WRITE ONE MORE SITUATIONAL WRITING. DON EVEN HAVE TIME TO COMPLETE. THE SCHOOL IS SERIOUSLY .............!!!!! WAN US TO KILL HOW MANY BRAIN CELLS?!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
I only can tink of all the vulgarities to say now.
OHYA. I Sudd rmb too, TMR, got cca. CCA.CCA.CCA.
i just hate the teacher in charge lah.
WTF. This cca, sucks.like.hell.
LEME TELL U Y OKAY?
1. Teachers ............
2. Boring like hell.
3. STILL GOT SPOT CHECK ONE SIOL. CHECK SCH ATTIRE ALL THAT. wtf is their problem......?! Though it wun matter much to me, but They've nothing better to do isit?!
4. TOTALLY A WASTE OF TIME. WE DO UNPRODUCTIVE TINGS! likelike, going supermarket... then dono do wad ppt presentation. [P.S I din do it btw, since i had excuse]. Loser sia. Do this kind of lame shyt.
5. Another pt for ''waste of time''. After greeting teachers, Take attendence, slackslack, BLAH, they use the remaining arnd.... 30 min? TO PLAY GAMES (BONDING THE CCA TGT) -.- .Seriously, whats the fucking pt? After the game, I also don tink that the CCA has bonded. They're just trying to kill time. IF CANT USE WHOLE OF THE TIME, JUST LET US OFF EARLY LAH. LET US GO HOME STUDY-.- . whatthefuckkkk......
Therefore, whenever there's a reason why i can escape CCA, i'm happy manzx. CIP, CLASS RACE... I rather all these.
I guess my attendance for CCA is like... 2/10 or 3/10 like that.?
-.- No suprise when the teacher called my father to kpkb. Still sae wad detention thing. wtf. -.-
Dono how to come find me, call my father. My father for you to anyhow call one isit? -.- He's a busy man lah hor, don come and disturb. wtf.
I was looking forward to april... i thought can step down le. -.- to my dismay, it's till end of this month.
Fuck . AH. Okay. Enough. I shan't type anymore.
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